HIS..
"Baaaabbeee, hug pleasseeeee."
Sabi ko kay Dennise while pouting.
Dennise: I wish I can but I can't. Grabe baabbee. Uwi ka na dito please. Miss na miss na kita.
She said pouting as well. She looks so adorable by the way. Ilang days ko na kasi siyang hindi nakikita kasi nandito kami sa Las Vegas and I miss her so bad. I want to hug her and talk to her in person. I miss holding her hands and feeling her warmth. I miss the homey feeling when I'm with her.
Home is where your heart is, some may say. She has my heart. Ergo, she's my home and badly need my home. I miss my home. Dennise is my home.
This is actually the first time we've been separated this long as a couple and if being separated from her would feel like this everytime, I don't want to leave anymore.
SEPANX.
Ako: I love you, Dennise.
Dennise: I love you too, Aly. Hoy you better sleep already. Anong oras na diyan oh.
Magkaiba nga pala time zones namin kaya kung umaga dun, madaling araw or gabi naman dito. Ang lakas naming maka-LDR. Bagay sa'min yung Magkabilang Mundo ni Jireh Lim hahah #waley.
Ako: Later, na po. Break pa ng magandang girlfriend ko eh hehe.
Dennise: Kahit bolahin mo ko walang effect yan. Sige na, Babe sleep na look at yourself oh nangangalumata ka na.
Ako: Mommyyy, please let me stay up late. I just want to talk to you more pleeaasse.
Dennise: Hay nako ang baby ko nagpapalambing. Babe, you have to take care of yourself naman muna. We'll see each other naman the day after tomorrow eh. Patience po muna please.
I just looked at her and I know she's right. And hindi ko na siya mapipilit pa kahit gusto ko pa siya makita. Super clingy eh sorry na.
Ako: Fine, you win. Wala na talagang effect yung charms ko sayo, mommy.
Dennise: Believe me baby, ang hirap humindi sayo but I have to keep you healthy po. I badly want to talk to you longer din po pero it's too late there na. Maaga pa kayo ulit bukas gigising. Mamaya magkasakit ka diyan sa ginagawa mo eh.
Ako: Opo, opo. I'm gonna sleep na po. Before anything else, have I told you how beautiful you are, how bad I miss you and that I love you so so much?
Dennise: Hahah yes po, Babe. Damn so cute. Can't wait to make gigil sa face mo. I miss you so bad. I miss your warm hugs and that face of yours.
Ako: Hahah can't wait for you to do that either. I love you so much.
Dennise: And I love you too. Sige na go to sleep na po prince ogre.
Ako: Hahah you miss this prince ogre though. Good night, mi prinsesa. I love you.
I ended the face time call and put my phone sa may side table. Tumingin din ako kay Gwyne na roommate ko and tulog na nga siya. Kanina lang kausap niya din girlfriend niya eh. Nagkukulitan pa nga kami nila Den, she's close to him din kasi.
Honestly, it's been days after the text message incident, hindi na ko makatulog ng maayos. Kung ano anong pumapasok sa isip ko kaya naman ganun ko na lang kulitin si Den at pagudin yung sarili ko. I've been so restless to the point that I wasn't able to sleep last night so I've been awake for 48 hours already.
I want to consult my friend again, but I'm pretty sure na sasabihin niya lang kila mommy yung sasabihin ko sa kanya. Kaya wag na muna, next time na lang. Kaya ko pa naman.
Before going to sleep nagtweet pa ko sa twitter.
@avaldez02: SEPANX -_-
Hay, Alvin. 3 more days. PATIENCE.
-a
