HERS..
Epic.
One word to describe our lovestory.
It's a complete package. May drama,suspense, horror, comedy, and all others.
I never dreamnt of finding the one and really having he one who will be with me forever. I am so blessed to have someone like you. You are mine and I am yours.
We've been through a lot and you kept us together. But now it's my time to be the firm ground of our relationship. You can't let me go now. I am tied to you so don't you dare try to push me away again.
Years passed and you never changed. You're still that humble Aly that I've known. You make everyone happy. You make me so happy and I don't want to let my happiness go.
Right now we are in a dilemma. Everyone knows that you are sick but no one knows that I'm sick too.
I'm sick and tired of having doubts that one day I might not be able to see you anymore. It makes me sick and kills me every time you scream in pain or you lose your balance knowing that I can't do anything but give you your medicine and just hold your hand. It hurts me to see you smiling knowing that behind that pretty smile, the warrior is after all still a child.
You are my life Aly and I'm gonna fight for my life.
Yan yung exact words na I wrote in my vow. It took me weeks to write that message only to forget the whole thing.
Kanina ko pa din pinapakalma yung sarili ko. When I saw Aly standing at the altar patiently waiting for me to reach him while he is crying, nakakakilig na hindi ko maintindihan.
Grabe sa feeling yun di ba? Yung may lalaking iiyak sa harap ng maraming tao kasi sobrang mahal ka niya.
Every step I take, I feel giddy then I looked at my parents then remembered the scene I had with my dad last night when I was having a cold feet.
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(Found the vid on Youtube and it fits the mood so credis to the owner. Great job.)
Dad: I can't believe that my ate's getting married already. I am so proud of you, baby. Whatever happens you will still be my baby. Remember that, okay?
He said making his way behind me while I was staring at my reflection in the mirror. I actually feel happy pero iba yung pinapakita ng mata ko. I almost did not recognze the emotion that I'm showing. Parang may lungkot and pagaaalangan sa mga mata ko na hindi ko alam kung bakit. I have so many questions in my head. The only problem is that I can't seem to identify what those questions are.
Ako: Yes dad.
He frowned and looked at me intently. Inikot niya pa ako and lumuhod sa harapan ko para magka-level kami.
Dad: Is everything okay, honey?
I shook my head and that moment, I broke down. I cried without knowing the reason why I'm getting too emotional. I want to marry Aly no doubt but then I was hit with what ifs and overthinking everything. I want to marry him not because he is dying but because I love him.
Natatakot lang talaga ako.
He hugged me and gave me butterfly kisses. I hugged him tighter knowing that hours after this moment, mahihiwalay na ako sa kanila. Ngayon lang super nag-sink in yung mga possibilities.
