HIS..
First word that comes in mind?
PATAY.
I am a dead man.
I just turned my girlfriend into a beast. I know, I know, it's my fault and I don't have any excuses for it. I was wrong for ruining our date dahil sa katext ko. I was wrong for not telling her every detail of it like before and I was wrong for not telling her who it is.
Ako: Shit.
Wala yun na lang nasabi ko after she said those words and went inside the car. Napahilamos din ako ng mukha.
Nakakainis ka, Alvin. What the fudge are you doing?
Think.
Should I tell her na who I'm texting? Pero kasi mas lalo siyang mainis. Kesa sayo siya mainis. Eh mas magagalit yun lalo na't alam niyang babae katext ko. Or baka nagseselos? Malamang nagseselos kasi mas inuuna ko pa ngayon yung katext ko kesa sa kanya.
BEEEP!!
Ako: Oh shoot!
Nagulat ako nung biglang bumusina si Den tapos paglingon ko, nakataas yung kilay niya.
See? I am a dead man.
But I need to fix this. Sabi nga nila, ang problema hindi pinapatagal yan. Ang problema kung kayang ayusin sa isang araw, wag nang ipagpabukas pa.
Sabi nila may attitude problem daw yung girls, but I believe na hindi sila magkakaganun if not for what a guy is doing. I mean ang reaction kailangan gamitan ng force, kung walang force, walang action.
According to Newton's law of motion nga, "Every object in a state of uniform motion tends to remain in that state of motion unless an external force is applied to it."
Isa pa, guys should be more sensitive sa feelings ng girls, hindi kasi sila magmo-mood swing kung wala kang ginagawang mali. Hindi sila magagalit kung iniisip mo muna yung consequences ng actions mo.
Be sensitive nga daw.
Well, pwera na nga lang if they are on their period na super heightened ng emotions nila. More patience and understanding is needed in this kind of situation.
In my case right now? I didn't think of the consequences of my actions. I thought hindi niya mapapansin. I forgot that my girlfriend is super keen to details that the slightest change would matter to her and bother her.
I went inside the car but I did not start the engine. I am still battling kasi kung sasabihin ko ba kung sino yung katext ko or hindi. Actually, wala namang masama kung sasabihin ko kung sino yung katext ko, it's just that nagseselos na nga siya and explaining my side, right now, would be very challenging. And ayokong masira yung surprise ko.
Den: Are we not yet going? If you're not gonna start the freaking car, I can get a cab.
Kinilabutan naman ako sa sobrang lamig ng boses niya. Take note hindi naka-on yung aircon kaya hindi ganun kalamig.
I breathed heavily and decided to tell her everything.
Ako: Dennise, please listen to me first po.
She didn't answer nor look at me. Hinawakan ko yung kamay niya and I felt her trying to remove it from ne, kaya mas hinigpitan ko. Not too tight tho, kasi baka mas masaktan siya. Just enough para hindi niya maalis yung kamay niya sa pagkakahawak ko.
Ako: Dennise, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry for ruining out date. Babe if you want to know who--
Den: Too late to tell me about HER, Valdez.
