HERS...
I FREAKING MISS HIM!
My day's incomplete without him by my side. I know we're always face time-ing and talking with each other but it's still different with him by my side. Nakakaasar pa nga kasi mukhang nagtatampo sa 'kin eh.
Were supposed to eat a super early breakfast kasi before I leave for Thailand but I overslept. I friggin' over slept.
Nagising na lang ako when Ella woke me up and said that we're leaving. I even saw a paper bag from Jollibee with my name on it.
And when I looked at my teammates they flashed me faint smiles. I called him naman agad but sabi nila Ate Gretch patulugin ko daw muna.
That happened 2 days ago and until now hindi pa din kami nagkakausap. Hindi man lang siya nagtetext or tumatawag or kahit magpost ng kahit ano sa twitter walaaaa.
Nakakabaliw na po and it's the first time this happened to us. We're one of those couples kasi who likes to fix things before the day ends. Pero ngayon, 2 days na wala pa din, NGANGA
I've been trying to reach him for the past 2 days pero wala pa din. I even called his teammates pero none of them's answering kahit si Kiefer na addict sa social networks and who can't leave without his phone, unattended. Nakakaasar na talaga. Hindi naman ganun kagrabe yung nagawa ko para hindi niya ako kausapin eh and hindi siya ganun. He makes sure pa nga na siya unang nags-sorry kahit pa ako talaga yung may kasalanan eh.
Baka may nangyaring masama sa kanila?
Hayyy ang nega, Dennise?
Pero sobrang miss ko na kasi siya, grabe siya magpamiss nakakaiyak.
"Te, pudpod na yang screen ng cellphone mo."
I looked and saw Ate Dzi in front of me.
Ate Dzi: Hindi pa din ba nagttext or tumatawag?
Umiling ako kasi baka kapag nagsalita ako bigla na lang ako mag breakdown eh kaninang kanina ko pa pinipigil yung luha ko.
Ate Dzi: Maybe he's busy lang.
Busy?
Ako: Pero kahit busy siya he makes time for me.
I said and nahalata ata niya na iiyak na ko kaya she just hugged me and ako naman, hindi ko na napigil sarili ko, napaiyak na ako.
Ako: H-hindi naman s-siguro ganun kagrabe yung ginawa ko para hindi niya ako pansinin ng ganito katagal. G-grabe naman s-siya. B-bawi naman a-ako eh. M-miss na miss k-ko n-na siya, A-ate.
Hinihimas niya lang ako sa likod and she's just listening to me.
Ate Dzi: Huminga ka. Mamaya hikain ka niyan. Don't worry, kilala natin si Oyens, baka may nangyari lang kaya hindi ka niya matawagan or matext di ba?
Ako: EH ATE! Nakakaasar eh siya tong inaalala ko nung nasa Vegas sila tapos ngayong ako yung nandito sa Thailand ni hindi man lang ako maka-musta? I just care for him too m-much that it sucks.
Ate Dzi: I understand, Den. But you have to trust Oyens. He will not do anything naman to ruin your relationship. Maybe he's just really busy doing thigs. You know naman that he's so in demand. Let's not jump into conclusions without knowing the real reasons.
Lawyered.
What she said made sense and it salmed my nerves kahit papaano.
Ate Dzi: Oh, are you okay now?
