Charlie: you hate me dont you
Charlie: im just a burden
Me: Charlie what
Charlie: im just some big dumb piece of shit and i dont deserve you
Me: No it's ok
Me: You're not a big dumb piece of shit and whether you deserve me or not doesn't matter
Charlie: but you told me youve been so much more stressed now that youre ok with emilia
Charlie: its my fault for coming into your life
Me: No it's ok, I promise. It's just my own problem I need to work on
Charlie: i hate myself
Me: You really shouldn't, you're awesome!
Charlie: im not
Charlie: im a burden on you
Me: Call me on Skype, I wanna make see your face while I comfort you
"I'm sorry", he said when I opened the video call.
"Why?" I asked.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so so so sorry", Charlie cried.
"Charlie babe it's ok, I promise", I said.
"I feel like I'm fucking up your life and I'm so so sorry", Charlie said.
"No babe it's okay, I promise", I said. "This isn't one of those things where you've done something wrong so I can say it's ok instead of saying you're forgiven", I reassured him.
"I'm still sorry", Charlie said. "I feel like you hate me".
"Hey, of course I don't", I said. "I love you a fucking lot ok?".
"I love you too but what if I lose you?" He said through tears. "I don't wanna lose you".
"Don't worry about that babe", I said. "I'm stuck with you until you're fed up of me".
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