The 19th of April, 2016

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Me and Charlie had been talking a lot more. When I had my work experience, I used all my coffee breaks to text him. I did try checking up on Emilia, but she didn't seem to want to talk.

I was lying on my back in my bed with my laptop rested on my stomach, watching YouTube and texting Charlie.

Me: How's your day been?

Charlie: it been k
Charlie: wbu

Me: Eh, just the school
Me: I haven't done shit, really

Charlie: nice

Me: Quite

Though our conversations were quite boring, I did like them. I liked talking to Charlie, a lot.

Charlie: im so proud that im still clean

I grinned.

Me: Ahh same!
Me: You're doing really really well ^-^

Charlie: yeeeeee
Charlie: what if i fuck up and cut again tho

Me: Let's not think about that
Me: But please don't hate yourself or think you're weak if you do

Charlie: would you get mad at me

Me: No, I'd just comfort you and help you stay clean after that
Me: But that doesn't mean it's not bad for you to cut!

Charlie: okay daddy
Charlie: wAIT

I giggled.

Charlie: that was an accident
Charlie: shit im so sorry

Me: XD It's fine yo
Me: You wanna call me daddy?

Charlie: ummmmm

Me: >w>

Charlie: maybe sorta kinda a little bit

I laughed harder.

Me: Awww, you're such a cute little boy x3

Charlie: im so sorry
Charlie: ill go

Me: Hey no
Me: It's okay babe
Me: I promise

Charlie: you sure?

Me: Absolutely

Charlie: so is it ok if i call you daddy

Me: I'm gonna have to give that some thought

Charlie: ok

Me: If you don't mind, I'm gonna go watch some videos and procrastinate on my homework
Me: Soooo ttyl

Charlie: Love you <3

Me: I love you too ^-^

And a bit more than usual, I thought to myself.

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