Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 39

My dad told me and Andy to go back home just to get some rest. We saw her and it was like she was sleeping, but I wish it was like she was just sleeping but it was so much worse. My mom was the only one I had to go to, I could go to my dad but it wasn't like my mom, she understood everything and I couldn't lose her.

Me and Andy laid in bed in silence and he had his arm wrapped around me and I was just crying non stop. My dad thought it would be best if we had a baby sitter while all this was happening on top of all the other stress we had.

"What if she doesn't come out of this." I whispered and Andy just rubbed my back.

"Listen to me baby, she's going to be okay. She isn't leaving us, not yet." He said. He kissed my lips softly and wiped some of my tears away under my eyes with his thumb.

"I just want everything to stop." I said weakly.

"I know baby." He said rubbing my side calming me. I rested my head on his chest and he continued rubbing my side to sooth me.

"Thank you." I whispered loud enough so he could hear me.

"For what?" He asked.

"For being here for me, I don't know what I would do without you I really don't." I said rubbing his bare chest.

"Baby girl you don't have to thank me for that, I'll always be here for you no matter what happens." He said. I didn't say anything I just kissed his chest and he kissed the top of my head.

"You're my entire world." He said holding me tight. I sat up more so I was closer to his face and not his chest and he look at me with a weak smile and I kissed him. It wasnt a soft quick kiss though, it was a passionate and long deep kiss. Nothing sexual but we both needed it. Even though we had sex the night before, we hadn't had a long passionate kiss for a while with just our lips, no neck kisses or hickies just our lips moving in sync. He repositioned himself without taking his lips off mine so he was facing me more and cupped my cheek with his hand. He moaned and so did I. We pulled away and I bit his bottom lip as I did and he smiled.

"I love you." He said and kissed my forehead.

"I love you too." I smiled.

"Jasmine, I know we're going to have more fights and I know we are going to have more ups and downs and everything it's natural but I won't leave you, I love you and only you. You mean the entire world to me literally. I can't wait until I can officially call you my wife and I'm so lucky to be able to." He said pausing before speaking again.

"I know right now everything feels like it's crashing down on you and I know you're scared out of your mind for your mom and in all honesty I am too. Your mom has been more of a mom than my real mom has ever been. You're going through a lot right now and have a lot of emotions and stress all around right now but your not going through it on your own I won't let you go through it on your own." He said. I felt tears building up in my eyes and started crying. Andrew pulled me closer to him and held me as I cried quietly into his chest.

"I know baby." He said rubbing my shoulder to calm me.

"I'm scared." I said.

"I know." He said.

"It's okay to cry baby." He said and side kissed my cheek as he held me tight and kept rubbing my back and shoulder.

"Andy, what if she doesn't wake up?" I asked.

"Shh, shh." He said and kissed my forehead.

"She will," he said rubbing my side. I just wanted to sleep forever with Andy just holding me in his arms. I just wanted her to wake up. I looked up at Andy and he wiped more tears away and I smiled weakly.

"What?" He asked with a half smile.

"When was the last time you shaved?" I asked and he chuckled making me laugh.

"I don't know." He said laughing.

"You're so cute." I said cupping his cheeks with my hands and rubbing his little beard.

"You look sexy like this." I whispered and he smirked and kissed me.

"You know why I love you?" I asked.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because no matter if I'm bawling my eyes out or in the saddest mood you can smile or laugh and make me the happiest person in the world." I said. He smiled and rubbed my thigh and up to my ass and grabbed it.

"Andrew James Lincoln." I chuckled.

"What?" He asked laughing.

"You're always horny, aren't you?" I laughed.

"Only for you." He said and bit my lip while pulling away smirking. I buried my face in the crook of his neck and kissed it.

"Okay baby lets get some rest and tomorrow and go to the hospital tomorrow morning to see how everything is going." He said and wrapped his arm around me as I did to him and fell asleep in his arms.