Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 69

We were on our way to the doctors so they knew that I was pregnant and would need to have more visits scheduled. My dad proposed to Jen and I still hadn't even sat down to have a conversation with her but I didn't really care.

"Jasmine." Andy said cutting me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Did you just hear a word I just said?" He asked.

"No sorry." I sighed and he put his hand on my thigh.

"You haven't been yourself lately." He said.

"I just have a lot on my mind." I said.

"I know, I just feel like you haven't been talking to me much about what's bothering you." He said.

"Just stressed out." I said and he looked over at me as we stopped at a red light.

"Is it everything with your dad?" He asked.

"No." I lied.

"Jasmine come on you can't lie to me." He said.

"I'm fine." I said and he pulled the car over.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"We aren't going to that appointment until you tell me what's wrong." He said.

"Andrew were already late." I said.

"And I'll sit here for hours." He said.

"Let's go." I said.

"Nope." He said resting his head back against the seat and looking over at me.

"Talk." He said.

"Why do you care so much?" I asked and he chuckled.

"Because I care about you and love you and I'm your husband." He said and I looked over at him.

"I just don't know Andy." I said.

"It's just a lot when I just found out about everything with my parents and that he's been dating her and now he's marrying her." I said.

"I don't want another mom. I miss my mom." I said and he looked at me.

"Jasmine she will never be your mom." He said.

"You don't ever have to consider her being your mom or type of mom figure at all to you. I know that even your dad wouldn't make you think of her like that." He said and I nodded. I was more angry than sad about it.

"And all I can keep thinking about is the fucking wedding." I said.

"We're both going to be there obviously but I don't even know if I can watch it, and it sounds selfish and fucked up but I'm trying so hard to be understanding of this entire situation." I said and he rubbed my thigh.

"Not to mention he scheduled the wedding to only be two months away, I just feel like everything has been so rushed." I said and he nodded.

"It happened fast to us but for them it didn't." He said and I looked at him confused.

"When we got married and when you first found out you were pregnant you do realize how fast all of that happened for your parents to comprehend?" He asked.

"But to us it felt like it took years to finally start what we wanted for the rest of our lives whether you were young or not." He said and I smiled and so did he.

"Finally you smiled." He chuckled and kissed me brush his thumb across my bottom lip as he pulled away.

"I love you." I said.

"I love you more." He said and I hit his chest.

"Don't start." I said and he smirked.

"You ready now?" He asked and I nodded.

"Thank you Andy." I said.

"For what?" He asked.

"For putting up with my mental breakdowns." I chuckled and so did he.

"I just want you to talk to me more, if you keep building up all that shit and don't let it out its going to get worse." He said and I nodded as we pulled into the parking lot of the doctors office.

We both went in and checked in and sat in the waiting room u til we were called in the back. She weighed me and took my blood pressure and pulse and we sat in there until the doctor came in.

***

The doctor didn't say much considering we both knew what we were doing and he just scheduled another appointment in another two weeks for an ultrasound.

We were already home and Andy was laying on the couch as I was in the kitchen.

"Baby girl can you grab me a water?" He asked and I nodded and grabbed two waters for the both of us. I handed him his and he pulled me down onto him and I chuckled. Skylar was up in her crib and I couldn't believe in a week she would be a year old.

"I wonder if it's a girl or boy." He said rubbing my belly as he had his arm wrapped around me as he left kisses across my jawline and I chuckled.

"What we name her if it was a girl?" I asked.

"Riley." He said and I smiled.

"And for a boy is it still the same as we said before?" I asked and he nodded.

"Jake Daniel or Brett." He said and I nodded.

"I like Daniel." I said and he nodded.

"Then if we have a boy it's daniel." He smiled and I turned around to face him. He smiled and I kissed him.

"I'm so fucking in love with you Andrew James Lincoln." I said and he chuckled.

"I'm so in love with you Jasmine Marie Bellows." He said intertwining his fingers with mine and kissing me. He pulled away for a second but we were still close and he looked at me directly into my eyes. Our lips locked again and he grabbed my face as he kissed me.

"Are we really doing this right now?" I asked pulling away.

"Do you want to?" He asked.

"I was just planning on kissing you." I said.

"What do you think I was planning?" He asked placing his lips back to mine and holding my hips. I intertwined my legs with his and he smiled as we pulled away and he placed his forehead to mine.

"Can you-"

"Andy I'm not sucking your dick." I said and he started laughing.

"I was just asking if you could hand me my water." He said and I laughed and placed my head on his chest.

"Jesus Christ." He chuckled and I grabbed the bottle and handed it to him.

"Sorry." I chuckled.

"You must really not be in the mood." He said.

"Usually I can get you going." He smirked and I hit his chest.

"I know we haven't done anything in weeks I just I don't know." I said.

"I understand." He said and kissed me softly.

"I'm tired." I said and he wrapped his arm around me.

"Then go to bed." He said and I nuzzled my head into his chest as we intertwined our legs and I wrapped my arm around him.

"Good night." I said and he chuckled lowly.

"Good night baby." He said.