Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 127

Sitting across from Andy at a long conference table with each of us with lawyers was one of the hardest things I've done besides signing the papers. The lawyers had the papers and we were officially in the process of getting a divorce. With his hands folded infront of him on his lap as he sat back in his chair he looked at me with no expression on his face and I did the same.

"Andrew." His lawyer said making both of our attention on him.

"Do you want custody of Skylar and Riley?" His lawyer asked annoyed that he wasnt listening and Andy shrugged.

"I want him to be able to to see him. He doesn't love me but he loves them." I said and Andy looked at me and clenched his jaw. He wasn't saying anything. At all. He wasnt working with the lawyers at all. They both nodded an wrote something down.

"We can give you full custody and Andrew holidays." My lawyer said and Andy slammed his fist down on the table.

"No." He warned.

"You heard what I said and what I want." I said to my lawyer and my lawyer nodded.

"Mr. Lincoln did you cheat on Jasmine?" My lawyer asked and Andy nodded as he looked at me.

"Have you done any drugs within the last two years you've been together?" My lawyer asked and Andy nodded slowly

"You have?" He asked.

"I'm not fucking repeating my actions." Andy snapped and I looked up at him.

"Look I'm done with this fucking bullshit. I'm over it. Let me go. Give us equal custody on the kids and just make us divorced. Stop with this other bullshit." He said.

"You have to answer questions. It's not that easy." His lawyer said.

"I smoked weed with her. We haven't done it in months. Maybe a year. I want to go home. I don't want to do this right now." He said.

"Well when do you want to do it Andy? When is it a good time for you?" I asked.

"I never wanted to do this." He yelled and his lawyer put his hand on his chest to calm him down and Andy pushed him away.

"No, I'm fucking done." Andy said and he got up and walked out and his lawyer went after him. I sat back in my chair and my lawyer looked over at me.

"He didn't want to get divorced?" He asked.

"He wanted to work it out." I sighed and drug my hands down my face.

"Maybe it would have been better to." He said and I looked over at him.

"Are you my lawyer or his?" I asked. I paused when Andy came back into the room with his lawyer and he glared at me as he sat back down.

"Are the kids at your dads?" He asked and I nodded.

"Do you want a week with them and then a week with me? We can split the custody." He said and I nodded.

"That's all I want. I don't want to take anything from him. I just want to get this divorce and have equal custody on the kids." I said and Andy looked at me.

"Jasmine you don't have anything. Take anything you want from me." He said and I shook my head.

"Are we done?" I asked looking at my lawyer.

"We just need the judge to finalize it and we're done." My lawyer said and I nodded and got up and Andy followed me out the room.

"What are you doing?" He asked.

"Stop." I said.

"Jasmine you have nothing. You don't have a job. What do you want?" He asked.

"I want us to have equal custody on the kids and that's it." I said.

"I cheated on you." He said.

"So you want me to hate you?" I asked.

"No-why aren't you mad? Why don't you hate me?" He asked.

"Because I was in love with you." I said.

"I cheated on you." He said.

"That doesn't mean I fucking hate you. I was in love with you. I was in love with you when you fucking told me and I'm still in love with you but I'm not going to take you back after this. I know you wanted to work it out but I can't. We signed the papers, we got the lawyers. We're done. Please stop." I said.

"We're done." I said.

"We can turn this around Jasmine. We don't have to go through with it." He said.

"Yes we do." I yelled and he sighed and I walked away from him. He was the one that fucked up, he was the one that did this to us.