Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 92

Andy was at work and I was in the kitchen feeding Skylar when he walked in through the front door.

"Hey you're home early." I said and he just looked at me and put his keys down. He went over to the cabinet and grabbed a bottle of vodka and threw the cap down on the counter and took a sip of it.

"Andy." I said and he shrugged.

"I don't care anymore Jasmine." He said raising his voice and his voice cracked like he was on the verge of a breakdown.

"What happened?" I asked and he shook his head.

"Andrew!" I yelled slamming down Skylars food on the counter and he looked at me.

"Stop, not infront of her." He said and I shook my head.

"Why are you doing this? You just came home from work. You cannot tell me that nothing happened. I'm tired of it Andy what the fuck happened?" I asked and he mumbled something.

"I left work early." He yelled.

"I left work early. I took a half day. I'm home because I can't do this shit anymore, I'd rather fucking quit than deal with the bullshit and you don't fucking get it Jasmine. I kept telling you why I was unhappy and I still am. Why don't you understand it?" He yelled at me and Skylar started crying.

"Not infront of her right?" I mocked and he rolled his eyes and I picked her up as he continued to drink from the bottle.

"Seriously?" I asked.

"Honestly I'll take care of Skylar, I wouldn't want to bother you while you're trying to get drunk and forget about all your problems." I said and he nodded and walked out the kitchen holding the bottle.

"It's okay, seriously you'll be upstairs later telling me you won't let me go through it alone right?" He yelled loud enough so I could hear him and I put Skylar back down in her high chair and went out in the living room and I grabbed him.

"Don't fucking talk to me like that." I said and he looked down at me.

"I'm trying my best to take care of Skylar while you're at work and I'm doing everything I can Andrew. Do not treat me like that." I said and he walked away from me.

"Come upstairs whenever it's best for you." He said.

"You're such a fucking asshole, I honestly question why I married you sometimes." I said and he laughed.

"You're not the only one." He said walking upstairs and I felt tears streaming down my face as I walked back into the kitchen.

"Mommy." Skylar said reaching out to me and I picked her up and kissed her cheek.

"I'm sorry baby." I said as I wiped tears away. I heard glass fall upstairs and Andy yelled. I went upstairs to put Skylar in her crib and Andy was sitting against the side of the bed on the floor and he was crying as he had his face buried into his knees. The bottle of vodka he had was broken next to him.

"Jasmine." He said and ignored him.

"Jasmine." He yelled.

"What?" I snapped.

"Come here." He said.

"I'm not going to yell-I just-I need to talk to you. Please." He said and I sat next to him. He looked up and me and grabbed my hand.

"Don't cut me off. Don't say anything. Just let me talk." He said and I nodded.

"When we lost the baby I held so much more in than I should have. Of course I cried and I talked about it with you to help you but I never coped with it. With work building up on me I'm thinking about that more too and it's literally killing me. I wanted another baby with you more than anything. After we lost that baby I completely lost it." He said.