Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 124

I was getting back to normal and Andy was in his office working at home for once and I walked into it and sat at the chair infront of his desk and he acted like he didn't even hear me or see me walk into the room.

"Andy." I said and he was talking to himself about work.

"Andy." I said and he looked up at me.

"Yeah?" He asked.

"You okay?" I asked and he nodded.

"Yeah. Since I'm working from home at the moment because of the baby and everything I'm trying to figure out something. I'm sorry I've been in here all day." He said and I nodded.

"I want to go to school." I said and he looked at me.

"I want to go to college and I want to do what I was going to do before we had Skylar. I can stay close to home and we can get a baby sitter while you're not here and while I'm not." I said and he nodded.

"Okay." He said.

"Is that okay?" I asked.

"I mean I didn't really want you working because I like coming home to you but okay." He said.

"Andy." I sighed.

"Jasmine we started dating the night of your graduation pretty much. You never got a chance to go to college because of how fast everything happened. I'm not saying no, I'd be happy if you did but id also be happy either way." He said.

"Then I won't." I said.

"Jasmine." He sighed.

"No. I don't want to upset you." I said getting up.

"Jas." He sighed and he followed me out his office and into the bedroom.

"Babe I didn't mean I didn't want you to go to college." He said.

"Andy just forget I even said anything please." I said.

"You wanted to be a vet right?" He asked.

"Stop." I said.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that." He said.

"Andy stop. You know how you meant it. You don't want me going to college. I get it. It's whatever." I said.

"I didn't say I didn't want you to go to college." He yelled and I stopped and looked at him and Riley started crying.

"Good fucking job." I said and I went over to her crib and picked her up.

"You were so sweet when I was actually in pain and could barley move and now that I'm getting better you're back to not caring about me. It's okay Andy I only had your kids. You wonder why I started falling out of love with you in the first place." I said.

"What?" He asked and Riley stopped crying and I put her back in her crib.

"Answer me what did you just say?" He asked.

"You know what I fucking said stop acting like you didn't." I said and he grabbed my face and looked at me with his teeth clenched.

"What did you fucking say to me?" He asked.

"Get off of me." I said pushing him away and he glared at me.

"If you're falling out of love with me divorce me." He said.

"I would but I can't survive on my own without a college degree." I said and he grabbed me and pinned me against the wall.

"Stop saying stupid shit when you know you don't mean it." He said and I smacked him and he let go of me and shook his head and walked out the room. We always had stupid fights but this one I felt so bad for.

"Daddy?" Skylar asked and I went over to her and picked her up from her crib and she started crying.

"Andy." I sighed and she started screaming and Andy walked into the room and took her from me and she imediately calm down.

"I'm sorry." I said and he laughed.

"No Andy I'm so sorry." I said and he put sky back down and went to walk out but he flung himself around.

"You don't love me anymore? Seriously? You and I both know that's bullshit. Don't fucking say that to me. Don't ever again. I love you and you love me and you just told me you didn't and that you would divorce me if you could? Seriously? Just because I said I'd miss coming home to you if you went to college. I never said you couldn't go to college. Go to college. Go to a college 10 hours away and get drunk every night for I care. Either way I'm going to miss you if your 25 minutes or 10 hours." He said and I wrapped my arms around him and he pulled away from me.

"No." He said and he walked away from me.

"Andy you're such a fucking asshole." I said.

"I never was so heartless that I told you I wasn't in love with you anymore." He yelled.

"Andy." I sighed following him out the room and he ignored me as he went downstairs.

"Andy." I sighed and he grabbed his keys.

"I'm going out." He mumbled and slammed the front door as he walked out and I wanted to cry. I felt so fucking bad.