Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 113

I was at my dads for a few days already and Andy was home, he had Skylar and I was in my room trying to figure out what the hell went wrong or why I was feeling the way I was. I went downstairs, and living with the person I hated was the last thing on my mind. I just didn't talk to her and she would try and id just ignore her. My dad still didn't really know why I was home, or why Andy and I were taking a break he just knew we were. Andy barely even texted me he just texted me every morning to ask how I was and every night he would text me goodnight. I went downstairs and it was just my dad home and he was in the living room.

"Hey." He said.

"Hi." I said and went to walk into the kitchen.

"Come here." He said stopping me and I went into the living room.

"Why aren't you with Andy?" He asked.

"I am with Andy." I said and he shook his head.

"Why aren't you with Andy right now? Did he hurt you? I'll kill him." He said and I shook my head.

"I think it was more of me hurting him." I said.

"What happened?" He asked.

"I basically told him I didn't love him anymore." I said and he narrowed his eyes at me.

"Do you?" He asked and I shrugged.

"I don't know. I just told him we needed a break and that's what we're doing." I said and he sighed.

"You know your mom knew Andy was the one for you." He said and I smiled weakly and bit my lip.

"I don't know why I don't have the same feelings for him. It's like I woke up and it changed. I just need time. I know we can get through it but I just need to think." I said and he nodded.

"You'll get through it. Sometimes it's hard." He said and I nodded and walked away from him with out saying anymore. I didn't want to talk about it anymore. I didn't even go into the kitchen for the reason why I even went downstairs. I just went right back upstairs and right back into my room. I grabbed my phone to text Mel and see what she was doing and saw Andy called me. I unlocked my phone and called him back and it took a few rings for him to answer.

"Hey." He said.

"Hi." I said.

"Skylar keeps asking where you are." He said and I bit my bottom lip and didn't say anything.

"Are you talking to her like you always do?" I asked and chuckled a bit to stop myself from crying and he chuckled.

"Yeah I am." He said and I could tell he said it with a smile.

"I keep asking her what the hell I did for you to stop loving me." He said.

"You didn't do anything." I said and there was silence.

"Have you been getting sick?" He asked.

"No, I've been okay." I said.

"Have you been hungry?" He asked and I chuckled.

"I'm eating so no." I said.

"Are you craving anything I'll bring you it." He chuckled weakly and I shook my head before answering.

"No." I sighed.

"Do you want me to bring Skylar over tomorrow?" He asked.

"If you want to spend time with her you can, I don't mind." I said.

"I'm going to come over tomorrow." He said and I nodded even though he couldn't see me.

"Okay." I simply said and he didn't say anything for a little bit.

"Does your dad know?" He asked.

"I just told him actually." I said.

"I miss you." He said.

"I know." I said.

"I want to hold you." He said and I didn't say anything.

"Are you showing more?" He asked.

"I don't know, it's been three days Andy I don't think much has changed." I said.

"Was it the fight?" He asked.

"Was the fight the reason of all of this? Because I take back everything I said baby. You're my world. You're my happiness. You're my wife. I want you to be happy and I sorry. For everything I did I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ignoring you. I'm sorry for cheating on you with that fucking girl. I'm sorry for hurting you any time I've hurt you. I'm sorry." He said and I felt tears going down my face.

"I don't know what to do." He said.

"I haven't slept." He said.

"Sleep you need rest." I said and he chuckled.

"When was the last time you got sleep?" He asked.

"When you had your arms around me." I said.

"You need rest too." He said and I nodded.

"I know." I said.

"I don't want to get off this phone with you but I need to see what Skylar is doing." He said and I nodded. He couldn't even see me but I really didn't care.

"I'll see you and Skylar tomorrow." I said.

"Bye." He said.

"Bye."