Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 74

Two weeks passed and Andy and I were okay, not completely. We were still hurting but nothing would be the same after that and we both came to understand it. Andy also knew that my dads wedding was coming up but he never talked about and it was never brought up because he knew how I felt about it.

"Hey you actually woke up before me today." Andy chuckled as he got to the bottom of the stairs and came into the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around me from behind and kissed my neck as I was making breakfast for the both of us.

"You needed the sleep and I wanted to make you breakfast." I said turning around and kissing him.

"Mhm." He said into the kiss and pulled away.

"Thank you baby." He said turning to his side to see Skylar in her high chair.

"I was wondering where you were." He said slowly walking up to her and tickling her and she laughed and so did he.

"Here you go." I said sitting down a plate for him and one for me. He came back from behind me again and wrapped his hands around my waist.

"Thank you." He said kissing my cheek and leaving kisses across my jawline.

"That's a way to say thank you." I chuckled and so did he as he went down to my neck and sucked on it softly.

"Andy Skylar is right there." I said.

"She doesn't know." He said and continued and went back up to nibble on my ear. He knew it was my weak spot but I wasn't giving in.

"Eat your breakfast." I said and he sighed.

"Andy I know we haven't touched each other in weeks, maybe even a month, but I'm just not ready yet." I said and he nodded.

"I understand Jas you don't have to explain." He said and I nodded as he went around the counter and sat across from me.

"You know you are a pretty good cook I forgot what eating your food was like." He chuckled and so did I.

"I'll cook more then." I said.

"I'm just joking with you baby." He chuckled taking a bite of his food as he looked at me and I chuckled.

"What?" He asked with his mouth still full.

"Ew swallow." I said and he laughed.

"I'm usually the one telling you to do that." He smirked.

"Andy!" I said and he laughed even harder. He calmed down and he we both looked at each other and I smiled at him as he smiled back he gave me the look he always did and I knew he wanted me but I just couldn't. I looked over at Skylar and he cleared his throat to break the awkwardness.

"Did you feed her?" He asked and I nodded.

"You know what?" He asked.

"What?" I asked and he stood up and took my plate putting them in the sink and we both took a drink of water.

"Come here." He said grabbing my hand in his.

"Andy you know I don't want to do anything I'm not ready." I said.

"I know that, I wouldn't do that, hell Im not even ready." He said and I nodded. I stood up and he lifted me up onto the kitchen counter and he went between my legs as he kissed me.

"Is this okay?" He asked pulling away and I nodded as he clashed his lips back onto mine and I ran my fingers through his hair. He pulled away and cupped my cheek as he brushed his thumb across my cheek and kissed me again. His lips locked with mine and we pulled away once again and our lips locked one more time before our tongues flicked against each other. I was honestly glad Skylar couldn't see us where we were, an innocent kiss is nothing but whether she understood or not I didn't want her to see us. He pulled away and I smiled and so did he.

"I just wanted your lips." He said and I chuckled. He picked me up and kissed me one more time before setting me down.

"You know I kept calling you Jasmine Marie bellows but you're Jasmine Marie Lincoln." He chuckled and so did I.

"I know what you meant." I said.

"Jasmine I love you with my entire heart." He said.

"I love you too." I said wrapping my arms around the back of his neck and he smiled.

"Daddy." Skylar said and he chuckled as we pulled away from each other. He went over to her and pick her up and kissed her forehead.

"Are you sleepy?" He asked and she just stared at him which made me laugh.

"I'm going to go put her in her crib, when I come down here you better be under the covers on the couch because we're watching movies and cuddling." He said.

"Andy what happened the last time we cuddled and watched movies?" I asked.

"Jasmine you aren't ready and neither am I. I'm not going to do anything." He said and I nodded and went over to the couch as he went upstairs.

When he came back down he threw himself down on the couch with me pulled the covers over his body as he wrapped his arm around me.

"When was the last time we did this?" He asked.

"I don't know but we need it." I said and he nodded and kissed me.

"I know." He said pushing a strand of hair behind my ear and cupping my cheek.

"Jas I know you don't want to talk about it but your dads wedding is coming up and he hasn't said one word to us other than when he told us about it." He said.

"I know." I said.

"I know that he wants to talk to me about it but I haven't actually talked to him in so long." I sighed and he nodded.

"I wish I could re-marry you." He said.

"What?" I asked.

"Like redo everything, I want to make the proposal more special and everything else." He said.

"Andy stop it was perfect." I said and he smiled weakly.

"I don't know." He shrugged.

"Andy when you proposed to me, when we got married, our honeymoon, those were the best moments of my life." I said and he smiled.

"They were mine too I just feel like I should have done more." He said.

"Andy." I said and before he could reply I placed my lips to his.

"Shut up." I said into the kiss and he chuckled lowly as he cupped my cheek.

"Lets sleep." He said into the kiss and pulled the covers completely over us as he continued to kiss me.

"But first after I finish kissing you of course." He chuckled pulling away as he placed him lips back to mine.