Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 125

I woke up around 11am and Andy wasn't in bed and I checked my phone and he hadn't texted me and I was hoping he was downstairs.

I ran downstairs and checked the living room and the kitchen and my heart sank  when He wasn't home.

"Andy?" I called and there was no answer. I heard the front door open and I ran into the front room and he walked through the door and his hair was a mess and he looked exhausted and hung over. I ran over to him and wrapped my arms around him and he pulled away from me.

"Don't touch me." He snapped as he walked towards the end of the stairs and I looked at him confused. I knew we argued. I knew he left upset. But I just wanted to hold him and kiss him and apologize.

"What?" I asked.

"Don't touch me." He mumbled.

"I heard what you said. Why?" I asked.

"Because I fucking cheated on you jasmine." He yelled flinging himself around and my heart felt like it was ripped out and my stomach felt like it dropped.

"I cheated on you. I kissed and fucked someone else. I was drunk. I was mad. I went home with her, I woke up with her. I came home to you. Is that what you want to hear? I'm not hiding it from you I'm telling you the god damn truth. I fucking cheated on you and I honestly do not feel bad for it." He said.

"You don't feel bad for it?" I asked.

"No. I don't. We can either work this out, or you can pack your shit get out of my house, get the papers, and go to court." He said.

"Your house?" I asked.

"What? You think this is your house? The house that you just live in and don't pay shit? I do everything Jasmine. Don't even try to say this is your house." He laughed.

"Did these two years mean anything to you?" I asked.

"I got you pregnant within the first two months of us dating. What did you want me to do? I couldn't just leave you like that." He said.

"And you got me pregnant again you fucking asshole!" I yelled and he narrowed his eyes at me.

"Because you wouldn't shut the fuck up about a second kid." He said.

"So they mean nothing to you?" I asked.

"Skylar and Riley are my world. That hasn't changed and never will, but obviously you being apart of my world changed." He said.

"Are you still drunk?" I asked.

"Even if I was would it matter? I still mean everything I'm saying." He said.

"Maybe you weren't the only one falling out of love with one another." He said.

"I didn't mean that." I said.

"I do." He said and he walked about midway up the stairs and looked at me.

"I'm tired of your shit, I'm tired of your dads shit. I'm over it. Done. Maybe it was a blessing your mom got in that accident, she was tired of your dads shit too." He said and he started walking back upstairs and I followed up after him. I pulled the front collar of his shirt and pushed him against the wall.

"Say anything you want about me. Please. But do not talk about my mom like that. Never fucking do that. Whether you're drunk or not." I screamed and smacked him and he grabbed me and pinned me against the wall with his hand around my throat and I looked at him in fear. He looked at me his eyes softened and he let go of me and turned away from me and ran his fingers through his hair as he paced realizing how he put his hands on me.

"I slept in someone else's bed last night, while my wife slept alone. I left my two year old baby girl and new born here alone and slept in someone else's bed last night." He said and I walked past him and went to the closet and grabbed two of my suitcases and he looked at me and went to grab my hand and I pulled away from him.

"No." I said.

"I'm getting a lawyer. I'll get the papers. I'll make sure you don't have to pay a penny. I'll pay everything. I'll do anything to get out of your life." I said as I took my clothes from the dresser not caring if they were folding or not and I just equally threw all my things into both of the suitcases. We've had arguments. A lot of arguments. But he has never said so many things to me that were so cruel the way he did and he cheated on me and I couldn't explain the anger I had and I was to the point where I was shaking so bad from how angry I was. I zipped up both of my suit cases and I still had so much more that I needed to get from the house and I honestly wasn't even worried about it. I took Skylar and Riley from their cribs and put them in the back seat. I put sky in her car seat and Riley in her carrier and Andy didn't say anything to me.

"I'll make sure I have the papers for you within in a week." I said and he just looked up at me. With everything in me I was being so serious. I was hanging on as best as I could but I couldn't do it anymore. We were happy one day and screaming at each other the next and I hated it. It seemed like loving him was getting harder and harder each day.