Fantasy Becomes Reality

Chapter 81

I went to Victoria secret looking at bras and panties and things to wear for Andy and I found a white lingerie and maroon laced bra with matching panties and a maroon PINK shirt. I also went to urban outfitters and forever 21 and found a few things. I was on my way home and Andy called me and I answered through the Bluetooth in my car.

"Hey." I said.

"Hey." He said.

"Are you home?" I asked.

"Yeah, I wanted to wait until you got home to get a shower, are you coming soon?" He asked.

"I should be home in ten minutes, I'm on my way now." I said.

"Good." He said and I smiled even though he couldn't see me.

"I'll see you soon don't worry." I chuckled.

"Okay baby." He said and I hung up.

When I got hope I carried my bags in and went upstairs to see Andy sitting on the edge of the bed and it smelt like weed.

"Did you smoke?" I asked and he looked up at me.

"I'm telling you right now I'm kinda drunk and high." He said and I sighed.

"Andy." I said and put my bags down and went over to him and he got up and wrapped his arms around me before I could sit down.

"Jasmine please just hold me and kiss me and talk to me." He said and I didn't say anything. He was so stressed out to the point where I was scared.

"We aren't going out to dinner tonight." I said.

"No Jasmine I want to make you happy, if we sit in this house and I'm miserable it's just going to make you upset." He said.

"First of all, you're high and drunk second I'm okay just please. You need to calm down and relax okay? You're scaring me. I'm okay trust me." I said and he just nodded as he held me.

"Were you drinking before you called me?" I asked and he nodded. I pulled away from him and he looked at me. His eyes were bloodshot and glazed and I couldn't tell if it was from being high or wanting to cry.

"It's going to be okay." I said and he nodded.

"What'd you get?" He smiled weakly.

"It doesn't matter lay down." I said pushing him back as he tried walking towards my bags.

"I can't see?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Tomorrow, just lay down." I said and he climbed in bed and I kicked my shoes off and climbed next to him. He wrapped his arm around me and entangled his hand in my hair and he just stared into my eyes.

"I just want you to be okay, I hate seeing you upset." I said and he nodded.

"Are you okay?" He asked and I nodded.

"Then I'll be okay." He said and I shook my head.

"No Andy don't depend on my happiness if you're not happy. You act like I'm the one who gives you complete happiness." I said.

"You are." He said.

"Andy-"

"Jasmine you are." He said cutting me off.

"All I wanted to do today was just see you and kiss you and hold you and hug you. I saw you at work and you have no clue how happy that made me, whether work was pissing me off or not." He said.

"If I didn't have you, you do realize I would be going insane." He said and I kissed him and rubbed his chest and he pulled me closer to him.

"I love you so much you have no idea Jasmine. You're my entire heart." He said pulling away and I smiled.