Alone [ministar]

All too familiar

"What's the real reason you needed to come over here all last minute?" Harry asked after I tweeted asking for challenges.

"No reason." Harry jumped on me so I couldn't move, this is all too familiar, "Harry get off."

"Not until you tell me." I shock my head, "So you admit their is a reason."

"Shut up."

"That's a yes." He laughed, "I guess I will have to text all the other sidemen asking them if you seemed off."

"No!" I exclaimed, Simon would know I've did it to avoid him, "Please don't worry about it."

"Tell me."

"I've been feeling down and spending too much time inside the house. I wanted to go out for a drive and needed a reason to that's why." I lie, no way am I really telling Harry what's up.

"Vikk tell me the truth." He insisted.

"It is Harry and it don't matter okay."

"Whatever." He said but thankfully got off me, "Let's get on with filming."

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"Done." I flop down on the floor, Harry decided to choose the challenges that involve moving, I've just been made to run to the bottom floor then back up.

"Now why did you come over here?"

"Quit it Harry." I snap, "I told you all I'm going to just leave it okay."

"Seriously Vikk what's wrong maybe I can help." He said sounding slightly worried.

"Nothing Harry I'm getting pissed off with you keep asking."

"Alright Vikk." He said sounding annoyed now, "I was just trying to help."

"I don't need help."

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I sit in the carpark wondering what to do next. I don't want to go back to the sidemen house now but I just told Harry I'm leaving.

Simon: how long u gonna b
Vikk: idk y
Simon: just wondering
Vikk:I'm not sure I just left Harrys but I'm prob gonna grab some food
Simon: cool were u going
Vikk: idek
Simon: can u grab a few pizzas for everyone
Vikk: sure what's everyone want
Simon: giv me a sec I will aske
Vikk: Kk

I put down my phone, now I need to go back but that saves me aimlessly driving around for a hour. I guess I can eat with the others then record.

Simon: just get a load of shit nobody can agree on what to get
Vikk: how many
Simon: idk 3 get whatever u want
Vikk: okay see u when I'm their

I lock my phone and put it on the passenger seat, I guess I need to go buy some pizza now.

Authors note

Yeah nows the time to tell you more trouble I've got myself in today. Well today as of writing.

I hav a two hour detention coz my maths teacher is a cunt. My mum said I'm not doing the detention, I'm also going on maths report.

Fuck maths.

That's it sorry for text speak/bad grammar in the notes I get lazy.

Now another episode of s making big mistakes and making everyone hate her. That means I'm become even more depressed if I don't sort this out. Yay.

Update on this it may be getting better I haven't wrote since it happened but I'm praying right now.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻️