Alone [ministar]

Alone without him

It's been two days since Vikk left for Australia and I feel alone without him. He was always there. I started to rely on him being around.

Deciding it's probably because I'm late I decide to go to sleep.

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'I'm going out with Lachlan now what we are doing needs to stop-Vikk
Your not worth it-Vikk
Everything you've done to me has driven me away-Vikk
I thought I loved you-Vikk
You just used me-Vikk
It's all your fault-Vikk
I regret everything we did-Vikk
I wish I didn't have to record with you again-Vikk
Don't talk to me unless we are in public or recording-Vikk
Even then try not to-Vikk
I want nothing to do with you-Vikk
Your evil-Vikk'

I woke up in tears, did that really happen? I reach for my phone and unlock it hands shaking. This can't be real. I breath a sigh of relief. Vikk is still mine.

What if I lose him? I can't lose him?

Why am I thinking all of this? Do I love him? I wouldn't know I've never experienced love before. Is this what it is, scared to lose someone?

(The author is screaming yes at Simon)

I need to tell Vikk. I can't lose him.

Authors note

Simon knows he's been a complete twat now for a happy ending. Wait this is me your talking too I want to punish him a bit. Lock him up and torture him. Cut off his toes and feed them to him.

Sorry went a little too far anyway question.

I'm listening to old 5sos right now.

Also shout out to my mate maddie for letting me use her hot spot to update.

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