**Warning a little mature***
. I kissed him back again at first but soon pulled away and dropped my head. “What’s the matter?” he asked worriedly. I shrugged pulling out of his grip a bit.
“This is kind of new to me,” I said dropping my head feeling embarrassed.
“Aw my poor little virgin,” Louis said laughing as he pulled me into a tight hug.
“Okay, okay no need to make fun,” I said shoving him away playfully. He let out another cute laugh before putting both hands on my face.
“There’s no need to be shy babe. I’m not going to force you to do anything you don’t want to do,” he told me sweetly. I nodded slowly.
“It’s not that I don’t want to it’s just that, I never have,” I tried to explain. He gave me a reassuring smile and pecked me on the lips.
“We’ll take it slow love don’t worry about it,” he assured me. I nodded my head and kissed him again this time a little more passionately. He pulled my body closer then pulled away and took my hand.
“Come let’s watch a film or something,” he suggested. I nodded my head with a smile and followed him over to their living room.
Louis picked a movie and popped it into the player as I took a spot on the couch. Louis came beside me pressing play. He sat back lifting his feet onto the coffee table. He lifted his arm closest to me and I cuddled under it resting my head on his chest.
“Comfy?” Louis asked kissing the top of my head. I nodded smiling and nuzzled my head into his chest.
“Very,” I said. He gave me a squeeze then relaxed and focused on the movie.
I found it hard to concentrate on the movie. It was good I liked it but I couldn’t stop thinking about our little chat earlier. I’ve never been this close to someone, and I’ve never wanted to intimate with someone before.
Louis was an attractive guy, god knows I wouldn’t mind if he decided to take off his shirt revealing his board sculpted muscles and descriptive tattoo markings.
My eyes trailed to Louis feet that rest on the table and slowly I let them follow up his leg to hips and then to his stomach that rose and fell as he breathed. How do people do it? How do you go from just casually watching a movie to fooling around which I knew most couples do.
I was so pathetic. I bit my lip picturing what Louis looked like behind his clothes. I wasn’t completely naive on the whole male anatomy but everyone was different. My cheeks flushed a bit as my mind wondered.
“Babe,” Louis whispered to me. I froze and tilted my head up. “You’re staring,” he stated. My face blushed even more and I sat up straight and focused back on the movie.
“No I wasn’t,” I covered. He snickered a bit pulling me back towards him.
“What were you thinking about?” he asked curiously. I shrugged shyly.
“You,” I stated in a low tone. He breathed out a throaty chuckled and kissed the top of my head.
“What about me?” he asked reaching for the remote. I watched the tv screen seeing him turn down the volume a bit.
“I dunno,” I said with a shrug tilting my head down.
“Come on babe you don’t have to be shy,” he offered rubbing my shoulder and giving it a gentle squeeze. He was right, we were a couple I should be able to be open about what I’m thinking. I sat up a bit and looked at him. He watched me curiously.
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