Supernatural Preferences and Imagines

Another Lonely Night- Castiel

Song is Another Lonely Night by Adam Lambert

Trigger Warning

Alone in the dark// Hole in my heart// Turn on the radio// And the words fall out// But they got no place to go// Wasted on you// High on the fumes// Know I should let you go// But the world won't stop// And all I got is your ghost

A gentle breeze tousled your hair as you took a deep breath and walked forwards. The sun had gone down about thirty minutes ago and stars were still appearing in the navy blue sky. Your footsteps made little to no noise as you walked down an abandoned street.

You doubted a car would come, so you had no worries.

You were in a ruined city. Plastic bags drifted down the sidewalks and run down cars were parked at the side of the streets. You looked forwards, not paying any attention to the flickering street light. You were just focused on your destination, a rusty bridge suspended above a shallow, fast-flowing river.

No one would be around to stop you, you weren't going to stop anyways. Your mind was somewhere else. Your companions, Sam and Dean Winchester, were at least two cities away.

There was too much guilt... grief... and stress on your shoulder. Too many insecurities and bad memories that haunted every moment of your life. You felt like you had let too many people down, including yourself. No one seemed to care.

Another day, another lonely night// I would do anything to have you by my side//Another day, another lonely night// Don't wanna throw away another lonely life

There was a giant, empty hole in your chest. It consumed most of your life. But you also felt hatred, despair, and loneliness.

You had enough. You were tired of fake smiles and rebuilding your walls day after day. Nothing ever changed, you were caught in a time loop.

You had reached the bridge, now. The wood creaked as you walked out to the middle, then to the railing.

'It's going to be over, soon,' you thought. 'No more of this shit, no more people who try to make my life miserable on a daily basis. No more worries, no more lies.'

You stepped up to the railing and looked down. It was a long drop. You sucked in a breath and tilted yourself forwards.

No time to sleep// All that I see, are old memories of you// Yeah I try my best, but there's no one left for me to lose// Tear in my eye, I drive through the night, as far as I can from you//And I don't give a fuck if the sun comes up, yeah// It's just another 

"Stop!" A loud voice came from behind you and a hand grasped yours just as you lost your balance. Your feet went over the edge and you cried out in fear as you found yourself dangling in the air. You looked up to see Castiel standing above you, his face was twisted in pain. Not the physical kind, but the emotional.