Ang entry na ito ay all-about kay Dragon at ang kanyang point of view nung nangyari sa last update.
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Dragon's Memory
"Anong gagawin mo sa Pilipinas?" My mom asked me while I'm packing my things.
"I want to be happy."
"Son, it's too dangerous for yo--" Hindi ko na pinatapos yung sasabihin niya kasi alam ko namang mangyayari yun. Even though I'm here at USA, mangyayari pa rin yun.
"Son," Naiiyak niyang sabi.
"Mom, please. Pagbigyan mo na ako."
Ayokong nakikitang umiiyak ang mama ko. Ayokong nahihirapan siya. And this is the reason why I want to go in Philippines. I hate to see her crying.
"Babalik ako Mom."
"Promise?"
"Yeah, I'll be back."
... And that's our final conversation before I went to Philippines.
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1st Day of August, 2015
Saturday
Finally, it's already Saturday! Kay tagal kong hinintay ang araw na ito. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito ako kagalak. I can't explain what is my feeling right now. Basta ang alam ko magkikita kami ni Baboy ngayon.
Am I abnormal?
Actually, I want to see her everyday since the day we met. Until, I'd decided na lumipat ng apartment malapit sa bahay nila. Luckily, I found one. Kapitbahay ko na siya.
... I'm too desperate.
That Baboy is always calling me "Stalker Dragon." While hearing that name, I want to laugh so hard but I can't. Mukha naman kasi akong tanga kapag tatawa ako kaharap siya.
Today is our most awaited date and I'm so excited to see her very extra large body. I was about to come outside but I see her on my window, waiting for something?!
Aren't she aware that we have a "date"? Did she forgot it? Where is she going?
Lumabas na akong bahay at lalapitan siya. Hindi ko na sana siya pupuntahan kaso hindi ko alam ang dahilan. Bigla na lang lumakad mag-isa ang aking mga paa at pinuntahan kung saan siya naroroon.
"Hey Baboy! Saan ka pupunta? Tara na ba ngayon sa mall?" I asked her.
Bigla siyang nagulat dahil tinanong ko siya nang hindi niya ako nakikita.
"Dragon?" Naramdaman ko ang kalungkutan niya. Pero hindi ko ito pinansin. Iniba ko ang usapan. Why is she like that? What's happening to Baboy?
"Parang nagulat ka yata? Yeah, it's me your stalker. Hindi pala ako stalker, magkapitbahay tayo kaya alam ko ang mga ginagawa mo."
A moment of silence between us. Nagulat ba siya?
"Sorry," she said.
"Bakit ka nag-so-sorry? Dahil tinawag mo akong stalker?" Pag-iiba ko ng usapan.
I know the reason why she is saying sorry. Am I so stupid to ask about that? Bakit ko pa tinatanong? There's a big possibility na hindi matutuloy ang "date" naming dalawa.
"Hindi yun Dragon."
"Eh, ano?" I'm really stupid. Alam ko na ang sagot ngunit pilit ko pa ring inaalam.
"Sorry kasi hindi tayo magkakasama ngayon,"
Nanlumo ako. I don't know what to feel. Bakit sobrang lungkot kong nalaman iyon? Bakit?
