You Hate Me, I Used to Love You (Completed)

Perfectly Imperfect ❤❤

  I want things that will never be mine and I have not yet learnt how to deal with that. You can miss someone who died. You can miss someone who moved away. But the worst is, when you miss someone you see everyday..I was so focused on making you happy that I forgot that I'm supposed to be happy too.Today I realised how dangerous it is for me to be alone with my own mind.Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day.Keep what's left of my heart.I want to run away and cry.I want to be good enough.. Just once..My morning routine includes 10 minutes of sitting in my bed thinking about how tired I am and if I'm lucky thinking of how im proud im not hungover. In my dreams I'm with you and I'll always be with you.Do not feel bad for making choices that upset others. You are not responsible for their happiness, only your own. If you find someone who makes you smile, who checks up on you often to see if you're okay. Who watches out for you and wants the best for you. Who loves and respects you. Don't let them go. People like that are hard to find.One of the best feelings in the world is knowing that your presence and absence both mean something to someone.Happiness is the only thing we can give without having.I like being alone, listening to music in my own world, away from all the bullshit in life.Best friends are people who make your problems their problems, just so you don't have to go through them alone.At the end of the day you will not remember the person with the most beautiful face but you will remember the person with the most beautiful heart and soul.And maybe in the end I was meant to be alone.We're not the same person we were a year ago, a month ago, or a week ago. We're constantly changing. Experiences don't stop. That's life.There is nothing more beautiful than a person whose heart has been broken, but still believes in love. So I must be beautiful in some way :-) I admire people who choose to shine even after all the storms they've been through. I don't know where I'm gonna be five years from now, but I pray to god it's somewhere with a beautiful view and beside you.True love and loyal friends are two of the hardest things to find. This is what I learned:Stop looking for happiness in the same place you lost it.Music helps me escape from reality I live in. Music is life, that's why our hearts have beats. I will no longer allow the negative things in life to spoil all of the good things I have. I choose to be happy.I'm the hero of this story. I don't need to be saved.It's funny how we look up at the stars and we talk about how beautiful they really are, even though they are already dead. I guess this just means that the beauty in everything is eternal.I like when I don't have to be careful what I say. That's when you know you're with the right people.What people think about you is not important. What you think about yourself means everything.Do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it has so much meaning to you. But no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you.Deep conversations with the right people are priceless.The biggest mistake you can make is falling for someone harder than they fell for you. They'll be able to get up but you wont. I made that mistake. And I just spoke to my mother. If my grades are good by my birthday I can get my phone back :-) I'll be 10000000000000000x more happy :-)