im so upset right now :-( i've been looking forward to something for two years now and it's finally here and it's not working out for me. thats so typical. for once i want something to go right for me. it never does. see why i hate everything? i was so excited now im not. im crying omf. its so annoying how this happens to me.
I hate how my parents wont help me. it's so unfair! see this is why i wish i had a totally different life. my parents like dont care about me or what makes me happy. they take EVERYTHING that makes me happy away. and i mean EVERYTHING.
I hate them. I wish i had a different life. I wish i was dead sometimes. :-(
And i love making the :-) even though it's mostly fake. and i smile when its usually fake. i hate this so much. all my friends are gonna have what they need and im not. see why i hate this?
NOTHING GOES RIGHT FOR ME! I WISH IT'D ALL END BUT I CANT END IT AND IM STUCK IN THIS STUPID FUCKING LIFE I HATE SO MUCH! I WISH IT WASNT LIKE THIS! I WISH EVERYBODY LISTENED TO ME FOR ONCE. I WISH MY PARENTS WOULD HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH I HATE THEM SO MUCH! I HATE THIS! THIS IS WHY I ALWAYS WANT OUT BC WHEN IM EXCITED FOR SOMETHING IT TURNS INTO SHIT. NOTHING WORKS OUT FOR ME. I HAVE THE WORST LUCK IN THE WORLD
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You Hate Me, I Used to Love You (Completed)
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