It's been two years since I said goodbye to you. You will always have a special place in my heart. I hope I still have a special place in your's too. It's been hard to move on.But part of surviving is being able to move on. "I want to move on." These are the words that have killed my heart. I wish I could have been enough for you. I really do. I don't want to let you go but I know I have to. The most difficult aspect of moving on is accepting that the other person already did. Just saw a pic of him on her account. Wow. Everyone loves her. So does he. She took over everything. I'm trying so hard to move on so please, I'm begging you, please leave my thoughts alone. You made me go through living hell and right when I thought I got over you, you came right back into my mind. I'm going to die soon. I know I am. And maybe you'll feel guilty because you've hurt me so much and started all of this. I blame you and myself. You're the one who hurt me and broke me and I'm the one who let you and who let this happen. Sadly, I can't drink anymore. I can't ruin anything but I think that is better than me being dead. I am just very unhappy. I can't believe you can be so happy then so sad in a minute. I hate myself for that.
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