I Always Loved You

29. I always loved you.

* One year later on Christmas Eve *

( The picture from above will be explained as you read :P )

I was walking alone on the street. It was cold outside but there wasn't snow which made me sad because i loved snow. I was going to the old park. I didn't go there in a long time. Everything was calm, like time stopped.

I climbed the big fence that held so many memories of me and Denis. I wasn't sure how Hailey or the guys still didn't figure out where i was disappearing but i wasn't complaining. That was the idea of the secret place.

I slowly walked to the lake looking around. I could almost see me and Denis sit on the ground as he was looking at my drawings, i could see the snowman we did on our first Christmas together, i could see us kissing all alone where nobody was disturbing us. This would have been our third Christmas together but he was on tour.

Why didn't i go with him?

For some reason we were really tense in these days. So when he told me he was going to leave on tour again i decided not to go. He needed some time away to calm down. Maybe it was better.

He tried to tell me i needed to go. James and Hailey tried to convince me to go too. But i refused. I told them i wanted to stay focused on my job for some time. They didn't really believe me but they gave up trying to convince me to go.

A lot happened after i graduated. I dyed my hair kind of blue-purple. And, believe me or not, i opened my own studio. I was a tattoo artist. And i loved it. As time went by i got more tattoos and i was enjoying it and everything i was doing.

Everybody was proud of me. I was too. I was happy with every decision i made. Except not going on tour. As much as i thought about it and i've always got to the same conclusion, that it was better this way, i was regreting it. Now i was all alone in our house and the worst thing ever was that our second anniversary was tomorrow, on Christmas, and he wasn't here.

I brushed away the thought and left back home. I stayed at my mom's for some days because i was feeling lonely but i left back home. Even she was thinking it was better if i would've been with them. I got back and got to sleep trying to forget everything.

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The next day i woke up realising it was Christmas. This would have been a happy day but today it wasn't the same. I woke up early and decided to go to the old park again. I just needed some air.

I walked through the old park in the cold morning air. I was sitting on the ground looking around. Suddenly, i heard footsteps behind me. I immediately got up and turned around ready to defend myself.

'' It's me.'' Denis said.

'' You scared the shit out of me. What are you doing back here anyway? You should be on tour.'' i rolled my eyes.

'' I'm sorry.'' he said with a sad face looking into my eyes.

'' Why are you apologizing? You did noth-''

'' Alexis, we both know you're mad at me.''

I ignored his comment looking at the ground.

'' Look at me.'' he said taking my head in his arms so i could look at him.

'' I'm sorry. I've been tensed, i know. I've been stupid. I regret it. I missed you so much. I shouldn't have left.''

'' I missed you too.'' i whispered.

'' I love you. I always loved you. I would give you the whole world Alexis.''

'' I love you too Denis.'' i said as i kissed him.

'' Happy anniversary beutiful.''

'' Happy anniversary Denis.'' i replied looking in his beautiful eyes.

Even with what happened, i loved him from the bottom of my heart.

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A/N: Whop! Whop! I did it. This is the last chapter of I Always Loved You. I hope you loved reading it as much as i loved writing it. I'm so happy i decided to write this because i enjoyed it so much.

I also decided i will start a second book. I don't really know when but if you liked this one please follow me so you'll know when i start it. I'm excited to hear opinions so please let them in the comments. <3

( Btw if you didn't get it, there's Alexis in the picture with her blue-purple hair and in her drawing room :P )