Sleepovers «Juuzou X Reader»

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Anyone else feeling like crap? I got the worst sore throat ever, then I woke up from a nap feeling incredibly nauseous. So I'm sorry if this part sucks. Most of my chapters that are poorly written are late at night, which is also what seems to be the only free time I get to write. I really like to right n' stuff. But I'm super duper tired. So right now I'm writing to get my mind off of being nauseous. I hope you like this chapter, buh-byeee.

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~Your POV~

Its been a couple days now. I was still getting use to working at re:, but they were all so nice and welcoming.

They knew that I didn't have enough money for an apartment or anything, so they let me crash down in the basement.

I was getting along fine with the others, and I really liked it there. But something kept me back a lot, Juuzou.

The slightest things would remind me of him. If someone were to walk in with white hair, that'd get me. Kids had always reminded me of Juuzou, since he was basically a big kid. When couples would walk in, I got upset. When ever I looked at the table me and Juuzou Sat in that I've time, I got upset. Anything could bring back the thought of Juuzou, so he was always on my mind. I wonder if he even misses me, or regrets what he said, but then I remembered, it's me, no one ever stayed for long.

As I was wiping down a table, I heard the familiar ring of the bells add someone walked in. I had one of my fakest smiles on. Everyone at Re: thought I had gotten over Juuzou pretty fast, but I didn't.

My hair started to fall in my face as I cleaned up, the work day was almost over, and we were about to close.

"Goodnight!" I smiled to everyone as they filed out. Once I was alone, I dropped my smile instantly. I walked down the stairs and threw on some pajamas Touka let me use.

I sat there on the couch, staring at my phone, just staring at the contact name, 'Juuzou.'

I wanted to call him. I knew this wasn't my fault, but I couldn't help but blame myself. My hand shook as I started to type. 'Juuzou, please don't do this to me. I can't move on, it's like it's impossible for me. Juuzou I still love you and I'm so sorry. I'm so very sorry Juuzou. Please, I sound pathetic, but I love you and I miss you.' I stared at the text, as water filed my eye's. I took a deep breath, then deleted it.

I set my phone down on the table beside the couch. I hugged my knees, hiding my face as I cried softly.

I wanted him to comfort me and tell me everything was going to be alright, but I knew I wasnt getting that. It was just another night to cry myself to sleep, alone.

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So, sorry for the short chapter, but that's just how it's gonna end. Dang, this chapter is really sad. But uhm, hope you liked it and hopefully you keep reading? Buut, thank you guys do much for reading! Bye, again