Sleepovers «Juuzou X Reader»

°I walk alone°

~Juuzou's POV~

It was the day of the funeral.

I got on a black tuxedo, feeling as though it'd fit the occasion. The twins wore something like It. Aiko wore her favorite black dress, and I had Cosette wear (Y/n)'s favorite black dress for her. (It was Cosette's dress, I just don't know how to word it properly.)

Getting the kids ready, it was harder than it seemed, and (Y/n) did this daily. It did take me awhile to do daily tasks now. It seemed as though it took 10x longer.

I got the children in the car, and I left to go to the location of the funeral. It seemed as though the car ride was so long.

The car ride was so long. I rememebered how (Y/n) would sometimes say random things, and it'd be really funny.

I glanced over at the passenger seat, and remembered how in road trips she would just stare out the window. Even though we didn't why to travel much, when we did, it was very fun.

I pulled up to the building, and I helped the children out.

As we were all walking in, Aiko stopped by the door.

I noticed and I crouched down to her level. "Hey, it'll be okay. We have to go in, though."

She started to cry. "Daddy, I miss mommy. I wanna see her, but alive her, not dead her."

I frowned and hugged her. "Aiko, it's okay. You'll be able to her again, alive her. But we have to go inside." I wiped her tears away. "Now, she wants you to be happy."

She nodded. "Okay, but can you carry me?" She lifted her arms up.

I stood up, then picked she up.

We all walked in, we were the first ones there, besides (Y/n)'s parents. I sat the kids down, and walked over to the coffin. I didn't want the kids to see her like this.

My vision got blocked with tears, but I tried hard to be strong for the kids.

I took a deep breath and after a couple minutes, I sat down with the kids.

No one really talked to us, probably because they knew we didn't want to be bothered.

Once the ceremony began, I had calmed down some.

I went up to talk.

I cleared my throat, as I looked at her and took a deep breath, trying to stay together. "Well, for those who don't know, I'm (Y/n)'s husband. (Y/n).. she brought a light into my life, that I didn't know I needed. I'm honestly scared to think where I'd be if it wasn't for her. We all know she was special. She's been through a lot in her life, yet she was still young when she.." I couldn't say the word. "She gave birth to three wonderful kids, and adopted one wonderful daughter. I am so happy that she was in my life. She was such a wonderful mother, and wife. It amazed me how she could take care of the kids, and still work at Re:. I miss her so much, and I know we all do. Even if your here just to be courteous, I appreciate it. Thank you." I walked away, and sat back down.

There were so many things that were special about (Y/n), but I couldn't keep talking in front of everyone, or I'd lose it.

We finished the ceremony, then went to the grave yard. They closed the casket, but I had to leave. I couldn't stay much longer.

We all said our goodbyes to her before we left, though.

It hurt me so bad, to know she was gone.

It hurt the kids so bad, to know that she was gone.

The world had lost something very precious.