Sleepovers «Juuzou X Reader»

°Confusion°

~Your POV~

I woke up, very groggy. I rubbed my eyes but noticed I had chains on my wrists- then onlooker around.

The room was dark, and I was forced to sit on a very dirty old mattress on the ground.

I felt the walls- brick.

I was terrified, but I put on a tough attitude. I wasn't gonna seems weak.

I was sure that Juuzou would come and get me, he would save me. I know he would. I love him.

I might love him, but I can't tell his emotions towards me. Emotions were a very confusing thing. I sometimes wish I knew how people felt towards me. But I knew I never would. Emotions are a big mystery.

The door opened. I satrtwd to shake even more.

"Ooh, you shouldn't of left my doll. You left during our experiments, we never finished. Luckily, I got away from those Doves. But everyone else here died. That is, except for you. I'm surprised they didn't kill you, instead they took you in, and they trained you. How funny it is that I captured you so easily." He chuckled darkly and walked closer to me.

He put his cold hand on my cheek. "Stop it! I wanna go back, please let me go! Juuzou is coming to get me, you'll see!" I yelled.

He continued to chuckle darkly. He looked down and shook his head. "Oh your so stupid. He doesn't care. Who could love a ghoul? Your a monster. He kills your kind. He won't come for you, your staying here with me. No one cares and no one is coming. Your family knows your always busy, and that your phone got destroyed. No one is going to report you missing. Your here with me." He pressed his cold lips on my cheek. "I'm the only one who cares." He mumbled.

My eyes watered. I felt like it was true. Like I said, emotions were mysterious and confusing.

Juuzou didn't care, he hates my kind and kills them.

He kissed me cheek softly. "I'll leave to let you process it some more. Goodbye my angle." He smiled darkly and walked out of the room.

As soon as he left, I broke down and started to cry.

He convinced me that Juuzou didn't care and that I'd be here forever.

I wanted to go home to my family. I really wanted to know them more. I barely got to see them since I was captured when I was 15.

I was so confused. Why was this happening to me? I had a fine life before I was captured. I had a loving family. But then I got captured by this insane person who turned me into a man-eating ghoul- a monster. I was set free, or so I thought. The CCG trained me and kept me in one small room for a year, till I was ready. They really didn't care. They never cared. I'm just not important. There are many people in the CCG who could kill me, one of them being Juuzou.

I was so confused. Did I not deserve to be happy?

I was put through a living hell for years, only to be put back into it.

I'm an adult know, I should be in collage, going after my passion in life. Instead I'm here, probably a basement.

I had enough. I didn't need anyone anymore. It was just gimme be me, myself and I. But first I needed a way out of here.

I lifted my hands up and wiped my tears "In gonna get out of here. I'm going to be free. I don't need anyone but myself." I whispered as a smirk appeared on my face.