°Tell me I can change°

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~Your POV~

"Juuzou." My mom said coldly. I had no clue why. She knew Juuzou.

"Hey! It's been quite awhile!" He laughed and pulled me closer to him.

I was really confused. "Juuzou, I see you have taken something from (Y/n)." My mom crossed her arms.

Juuzou tilted his head, obviously confused.

She huffed. "Her virginity! You idiotic little.." She trailed off into a mumble, even confusing my dad.

Juuzou arched his eyebrows. "Well, she is my wife. It's what husbands and wives do."

"You had a kid before you guys were married, though! You took something precious from her before you guys were even married."

She was right, we took each other's virginity before we got married. But, Cosette wasn't his kid. Cosette was Akihiro's kid.

"Well, Cosette isn't my kid. (Y/n) was raped and the guy got her pregnant. I took her virginity, yes, but it was with her consent. Cosette looks nothing like me." Juuzou frowned, my mom was upsetting him.

"Mom, stop it. He took my virginity, okay? I consented with it, but no, Cosette isn't his kid. I wish she was his kid, but that's the past. We are just looking forward. Don't upset my husband, please. I'm growing up, and I'm not your little girl anymore. I'm different then that 15 year old the day I got captured. You've barely got to talk to me, I've changed. Why don't we go out tomorrow after the doctors appointment tomorrow. Does that sound good?" I smiled reasussuringly at her.

She nodded. "Okay, I understand. Tomorrow we will go out."

We agreed to it, then I left with Juuzou to our room. "Juuzou, I'm so sorry about that." I frowned.

"It's okay! Mother-in-laws can be difficult." He laughed and hugged me. "She'll just have to get use to the fact that your mine, and no longer hers." He kissed my cheek. "Come on, I've had a long day at work. Let's get some sleep." He wrapped his arms around me abd we fell on the bed.

"Are we not gonna change in our night clothes?" I asked and giggled.

He sighed then took his clothes off, except his boxers. I took all my clothes off except for my undergarments as well.

We smiled and fell asleep.

~Le time skip~

The next day, my mom bursted into the bedroom with some breakfast she made. Right, I hadn't told her I was ghoul, and I didn't think she would be ready for that. "Good morning!" She chimed happily.

I pulled the covers over my chest, while Juuzou let the covers fall on his lap. There was a pile of clothes on the one side if the bed. It looked as though Juuzou and I had sex, but it was nothing more then innocent cuddling.

My mom stared at us, until I yawned out. "We didn't have sex, if that's what your thinking."

She nodded and handed us both our food, Japanese hot cakes and rice.

I knew my mom wouldn't leave me alone till I ate it all. I gulped hard as I was getting nervous about the food. I picked a piece of hot cake with my chopsticks and ate it. I had kinda found my own little loop whole of eating human food. Take big bites and it'll look like your stuffing your face, so you don't have to face a facial expression of liking it. If That made sense.

My mom chuckled. "Looks like you like it!" She said to me, then left.

If I hadn't already swallowed it, I would've spit it out. "That's disgusting." I said and wiped my mouth, feeling nauseous.

"You don't have to eat anymore! Just go to the bathroom and get it out of your system, I don't want you getting sick."

I got out of bed and hurried to the bathroom, shoving my fingers down my throat. I threw up and got that stuff out of my system like Juuzou told me to do.

After all that, my mom, dad, Juuzou and I went to the hospital. I didn't want to call a babysitter, so we took Cosette as well.

Once the doctor called my name, we went into the room.

Yeah yeah, I'm not getting into the details of what happened.

But, as we were waiting for the doctors, I had some time to think, in the car and waiting room.

I have to throw up whenever I eat human food now. I miss coming home and eating my moms home cooking. She was the best cook, in my opinion. I loved going out with friends, and not feel different. Even though I never had much friends, I'd enjoy seeing them as much as possible. I had no clue wether or not our babies were going to live. Not because of Juuzou, but because of me. If I had never became a ghoul, we wouldn't have tonqorey as much about these babies dying. I didn't wanna be a ghoul anymore, I was a monster. People would say ghouls are murderous, but it isn't our fault, how else would we live? I just felt so upset, Juuzou probably hates that I'm a ghoul. If I were to ask him 'if you could change one feature about me, what would it be?' He'd probably say 'For you to be human.' He kills ghouls for a living! I just wanted to change.

I was broken from my thoughts, when the doctor said my name. "Mrs. Suzuya, would you like to know the baby's gender?"

I nodded.

"Well, Mr. And Mrs. Suzuya, they are.."

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