~Your POV~
Well its been a few months now.
Akihiro would come and "visit me" just to rape me. I couldn't tell anyone.
Juuzou and I made up and now things are back to the way they were. We always tried to go out every other week.
Juuzou kept his promise, he came to Re: on every break, he let me call him whenever I needed to, and he started to tell me everything.
Whenever Juuzou tried to make love to me, I would stop him, saying I wasn't in the mood. Actually, I was scared, Akihiro had hurt me, mentally, so bad that I couldn't make love to my boyfriend.
I felt horrible. I wanted to please Juuzou, I wanted him to be happy with me, but instead it seemed like I was still mad at him.
I was happy when I was with Juuzou, but I was also having a hard time. I was upset a lot, I felt like I had depression.
My parents and I haven't talked in while. They didn't seem to care to talk to me.
I sat in bed as Juuzou was getting dressed in his pajamas.
I couldn't help but state when he took his shirt off.
I stood up and ran my fingers over his stitches. "Juuzou, I love your stitches." I said and kept eyeing his chest.
"If you want I can give you some!" He smiled widely.
I started to smile, and nodded.
We both knew I wasn't able to feel any pain. I just wasn't able to, I stopped being able to.
I started to take my shirt off, I wanted one that went down my torso, like Juuzou's.
I watched as he took a needle and red thread out. "Would you like red? I have other colors if you don't want red."
I nodded. "Juuzou, I would love red."
He started to thread the needle and then stitch all the way down my torso.
I smiled and ran my fingers over the red thread. "Thank you Juuzou!" I kissed him and hugged him.
I didn't realize that I was teasing him, cause my boobs were pressed against his chest.
He let go of me, then he continued to get dressed.
I put my shirt back on and laid down, waiting for Juuzou.
Soon enough, Juuzou crawled in bed with me. We cuddled as we both started to slowly fall asleep.
~Le time skip~
It was the next day, Sunday, the only day of the week Juuzou got off work.
We laid in bed for a longer time, we were talking. For once, I didn't feel like I was being watched.
"Juuzou, I'm sorry I haven't been wanting to make love. It's not that I don't want to, its that I can't." I couldn't help what I was saying, it sorta came out. I'm going to be in a lot of trouble.
"What do you mean, (Y/n)?" Juuzou looked at me.
I bit my lip, hard. "Juuzou..." I took a deep breath. I knew Juuzou could defend myself and him, but I was still scared. "Juuzou, it's not that I don't want to make love with you. I have been scared. A couple months ago.." I started to explain everything to him, he just stayed silent. I even told him how he would still do it, occasionally sometimes. "But I'm not suppose to tell anyone. He told me if I did, he would kill them. Please Juuzou, understand that I just didn't want you to get hurt. I'm so sorry."
I looked up at Juuzou, he seemed angry. "I will make sure he is dead. He will wish he left you alone." Juuzou sat up and grabbed my shoulders. "(Y/n) I love you. You can come to me with anything. You shouldn't be scared, I can take care of us." He pulled me in for a hu, as I started to cry onto his shoulder.
"I love you, Juuzou."
"I love you too, (Y/n)."
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FanfictionYou grew up in Japan with your brother, mom and dad. You had a normal life till there's an unexpected turn when you turned 15 and got attacked. You were held captive. Later on, once you escape, you learn that you were transformed into a ghoul. You...
