Sleepovers «Juuzou X Reader»

°Darling, you'll be okay°

Guys! Me being the vegetarian I am, this upset me more then it would've nirmla people. My cat brought a dead bird to our door and it was all mutilated, and it was horrible. I was so upset when I saw it! I'm so upset!

(Tigger warning!)

~Your POV~

While Juuzou was away, I started to get very upset, again. I know, last time Juuzou left, I was upset.

I gripped onto the toilet seat as I threw up. I had went out with Touka and her friend, and I left Cosette home with Larkin.

I sighed and flushed the toilet. I got up off the floor and walked out of the bathroom. It was late at night, so I was the only one awake.

I went to our bedroom, and I sat on our bed. I laid down and stared at the ceiling for what seemed like forever, while thoughts swam through my head.

I didn't cry, I had gotten use to this feeling. I was sad a lot nowadays.

Cosette started to cry. I got out of bed and went to her room to calm her down. She was a very good baby. It didn't take her long to calm down.

I smiled at the infant, she was adorable. I held her in my arms and took a seat.

I sang to Cosette, while rocking her. Holding her made me happy, but this happiness didn't last long.

I set her down in her crib and kissed her cheek. I walked out of the room, it seemed to take a lot of energy to smile, so I didn't.

I went into the kitchen and make myself a cup of coffee. I took the cup upstairs to my room and I sat down on the bed.

I stared at the covers in my bed, as I felt tears run down my face.

I didn't know why I was sad, I was just sad. It was 3:00 in the morning. I glanced beside me, where Juuzou sleeps. I wanted him there with me. I glanced picked up my phone and called Juuzou. Not to long after, he answered. "Hey (Y/n)!" He seemed tired, yet wanted to be happy.

I sniffled. "Hey Juuzou."

"Are you okay?" He asked, and I could hear the concern in his voice.

"No, I'm not." I wiped my tears. I didn't want Juuzou to worry, but I neeeded to talk to him.

"What's wrong?" His voice turned into worry. Why was he concerned about me?

"I don't know, I'm just.." I sighed. "I'm upset." I looked at my lap.

He started to say comforting words to me. I wouldn't expect Juuzou to say the stuff that he was saying. "Remember, I love you and so does Cosette. Think, in a couple months we will be happily married. Even though I can't have a kid, we could probably adopt, or find another way. Listen, I love you and I want you to start thinking more positive! Now, get some sleep, okay? Sleep knowing that you are loved, okay?"

I smiled. "Okay. I love you too, Juuzou. Goodnight."

"goodnight." And with that, Juuzou hung up.

I looked to my side, wishing Juuzou was there. I knew he would be there in a couple days though.

I laid down and pulled his pillow close to me. I sniffed it, taking in his scent, then went to bed with a smile.