°There's a war inside my head°

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Honestly, the title of this chapter reminds me of the song Lion by Hollywood Undead.
This is the second time I've names a chapter cause of a song.
Sorry! Hope you like it, it's like, sad though.

~Your POV~

It was still the same day, but I've barely done anything.

I was starving, I still haven't eaten in awhile. I was trying to be as human as possible, I missed being human. I have also sorta decided in my head that Juuzou cheated cause he wanted a human girlfriend. Being in a relationship with the thing you kill, I bet he thought it wasn't natural, and that we weren't suppose to be together.

Akihiro was still following me, obviously. He wouldn't ever leave me alone.

Well, that day, he snuck into my house, and as I was finally getting up to make coffee, he decided to surprise me, by laying in my bed.

Once I was done making my coffee, I went back to my room, and I of course saw Akihiro. "Hey there, little girl." He smiled at me.

I sighed. "Akihiro, please get out of my room. I'm bit scared of you anymore." I took a sip of my coffee as he started to stand up.

"Oh, you remembered my name, how sweet. But your not scared? I bet I could make you scared again." He smirked and started to walk up to me. He grabbed onto my shoulders and bit into my skin, making me bleed. Shouldn't he know that I don't want to live? That I want this pain to go away?

I felt the warm blood fall down my back. I shut my eyes, I didn't seem to feel pain.

I felt his teeth pull out and he looked at me, oddly. "That didn't hurt?" He seemed confused.

I didn't answer.

He growled and then pushed me into the bed. "You are one bad girl. I guess I'll have to punish you." He grinned widely.

~Time Skip~

He got off the bed, after getting dressed. "And if you tell anyone, I will have to kill them." He smirked and then left.

I laid there on my bed, numb. I still didn't feel any pain during that though. I felt like I was loosing the ability to feel pain.

I sat up, I had bruises forming all over my body. I was trying to get him off me, and I tried to defend myself, but he was a lot stronger.

My stomach growled; I haven't eaten in a long time.

I stood up off the bed and put my clothes on.

I didn't want to do anything; I didn't know what to do.

I gripped onto the sides of the bed as hot tears fell down my cheeks. I wanted Juuzou to hold me and tell me it would be okay, but even if he didn't cheat, I couldn't tell him about it.

I heard a knock on the front door. Since Ash wasn't here, I got up and answered the door.

As I opened the door, I saw him. I saw Juuzou.

Juuzou looked like a mess, he didn't seem happy. Juuzou seemed hurt and lost.

Juuzou went in for a hug. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. I don't know what I was doing. I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you and I can't let you go! Please, I know I'm an idiot and I know I messed up. There isn't anything wrong with you, your perfect, I don't know why I did that. I'm so sorry. I love you." I felt his grip on me get tighter. He his his face on my shoulder, the one Akihiro bit.

I slowly started to wrap my arms around Juuzou as well. I felt him cry on my shoulder, as I started to cry. "Juuzou, I-I love you too. But how do I know you won't do it again?" I started to rub his back.

"I won't ever do it again, I promise. I love you. I'll come back home on time and I'll go to Re: every time I'm on break. You can call me whatever time you want and I'll always answer. I'll do anything to get you back. If you think anything is wrong, call Abara, I'll tell him to tell you the truth and nothing but the truth. Please (Y/n)." Juuzou gripped onto my shirt.

I started to nod. "I forgive you, Juuzou. Even if you do it again, I'll find out. But no meow secrets in this relationship." I started to bite my lip. I won't keep any secrets, besides the one with Akihiro.

Juuzou looked at me and hugged me tighter. "Thank you so much!" He crashed his lips into mine.

I kissed Juuzou back. I missed this, I love him.

And I guess, I'm going back to our apartment.

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