The Playmate's Deal

CHAPTER 48: HIS SIDE (2)

Jon Snow ♥

Who's watching Game of Thrones here? Ang gwapo ng lips nya diba?

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Sorry kung may mga wrong grammars ha? Okay lang yan, hindi naman to term paper na kailangan perfect yung English.

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[Continuation-Situation: 2 years ago]

DJ POV

I can merely hold myself to the ground and try not to let them see how hurt I am.

I don't want to give them the satisfaction that they made a fool out of me. But why I still hoping? Hoping that this is just a dream.

A very bad dream that any moment I will wake up and realize that it just a nightmare.

"Vincent..."

"DJ----"

But I was wrong. Hearing their voices makes them real and it's impossible for me to think that this is only an illusion.

By hearing their voices right now proves that I am not dreaming. That I am fully awake and aware what is happening.

I try not to stagger when I walk to the couch not far from Brix's bed. The bed where both of them panickly hide their nakedness under the blanket.

I look at them coldly.

It really surprised me that I know that I am hurt, but I can't actually feel it. Maybe, I'm too hurt and that makes my heart numb.

Yes, I am numb because of pain.

And that because the two people important to me inflicted that pain by laying in the very same bed where they made love and the bed where I lay everytime I tell BJ how much I love Nicole.

Seeing the stain of her blood of innocence from the blanket and bedsheet makes it more painful.

"Let me explain----"

"Oh, you should, 'brother'" I look BJ in the eye, but he diverted his eyes.

Guilty.

My eyes landed to that innocent and angelic face. She looks like mom. Very beautiful, angelic and innocent.

The face that will arouse every man's protective instinct and make himself a hero.

"Since when?" I started. I looked at them, until my love and trust for them drained out of my system and let hate flow through my veins.

"SINCE WHEN?!"

They both jolted and strangely.... I liked it.

I liked the feeling right now. I didn't know that it feels great being feared by the people you once loved.

"Vincent----"

"Stop! I'm talking to my brother!" I don't want to shout at her and I almost run to her side when I see tears flowing to her pretty eyes.

"b-before mo pa syang makilala, kilala ko na sya." BJ said.

"And?"

"And.... A-and I love her. I already love her before you came to me and said that you are inlove with her."

"And you didn't tell me? pagkatapos kong ipaalam sayo kung sino yung babaeng gusto ko, hindi ka man lang pumalag nang malaman mong iisang tao lang pala tayo ng nagugustuhan?!" I snapped.

"I don't want to hurt you------"

"at sa tingin mo, ano ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, Brix Joseph? TELL ME?!" hindi sya nakaimik. Kahit gusto ko pang magtanong, I just can't.

I heard enough.

I calmed myself and try my very best na wag sugurin si BJ. I may be hate him, but I can't hurt him.

"You know what?" tumayo ako. "As much as I want to hurt you, I still can't." he looked at me, tears and regret from his eyes.

"Not now. Not when I still consider you as a brother." I start walking to the door. "but if the time comes, I will punch you. I'll punch you hard till my hearts content."

"WAIT!" napahinto ako sa sigaw ni BJ.

"p-please don't be mad at me. Please! I just want to protect you." he plead. "you are the only family I have. You and Mama Bea."

I turned to him, making him see the coldness of my stare. "Sana naisip mo yan bago mo ako ginago. And no, BJ. You didn't protect me. You only protect yourself from hurting."

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[Present]

"Hey! Your spacing out, baby." I blinked twice.

Those memories.

I thought I already forgot them. But seeing BJ after 2 years kahit nasa paligid lang sya, it still bring back those memories.

Ang pinagtataka ko lang, bigla na lang nawala si Nicole. I expect na magiging sila na, as in ipangangalandakan nila yung relasyon nila.

Pero since that day, wala na akong nabalitaan kay Nicole at si Brix naman ay bumuo ng banda.

"Hey, DJ. What are you thinking?" she said while kissing my earlobe. I immediately pushed her.

"WHAT DO YOU CARE?" I snapped.

Pinulot ko ang mga damit ko at napansin kong nawawala ang boxer short ko.

"Looking for this?" napalingon ako kay Karen. Nasa kamay nya ang hinahanap ko.

"Fuck me again and I will give it to you." Tinago nya ang boxer ko sa ilalim nito and she start touching herself.

Kung tutuusin, pwede naman na hindi ako magsuot ng boxer. But out of habit, aside wearing briefs I still wear boxer. Kaya hindi ako sanay na walang boxer.

And this bitch noticed it.

I thought she's dumb. But seeing her playfully touching her core and slowly inserting her two fngers inside her? Hmm, she may not be dumb but she's not smart either.

She knows how to play this game and I do too. I can make her think that she can seduce me, but the truth is... she can't.

I'm hard, yes, because I'm thinking Aria right now. I'm seeing her as Aria.

And only Aria can make me this hard.

It is true that Nicole aroused my protective instinct, but only Aria can stir up my sexual instinct.

After that fight with Aria, I need something to distract me for a moment. Or I will end up forcing myself into her.

Because sometimes madness makes you out of control.

I don't want to hurt Aria, so, I will hurt this bitch without her knowledge. Since she don't have any knowledge at all.

I will fuck her hard the way I want to punish Aria for making me remember those painful memories.

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Super Late UD na ito.. hahah medyo busy sa work ehh.. hindi pa ako makahirit kasi tinanggal yung mga divider namin dito kaya kitang kita na kami ng TL ko.. hahah Oh well, anjan naman c early OT kaya... HERE YOU GO!!! ♥♥♥