What do you do when you're close to someone but at the same time you don't want to spend time with them?
It's not a rhetorical question, I'm really asking.
What do you do!?
So this person, I was really close with, or am. I'm not sure. Anyways, I just don't feel comfortable around them like I used to.
Obviously, there are reasons. But still.....
They changed.
People always change, I know. This is different, though. They treat me differently, in a bad way. They would have these moments where they just snap at me, and I wouldn't do anything wrong. Not entirely anyways.
And they're so clingy. They like to stick to me whenever they get the chance; figuratively and literally speaking. They like the physical contact, but I don't. They know I don't, but they still touch me.
Don't touch meeee!!!
And they talk a lot, about themselves to be exact. Nonstop. Broooo, just shut up for once in your life. And they nag and nag.
They weren't like that before, or I've just noticed it. I don't know.
So this happened a lot, when they would randomly snap at everyone; me included. They would say really mean shit. Fuck you bro, just chill.
Then they would pretend that nothing happened, and I hate that. I hate it when someone says shit about me then pretend everything's sunshine and rainbows again. No fucking way, I don't work like that.
I basically ignore them cuz I'd be tired dealing with their bullshit. I have enough bullshit on my plate, I don't need them to pile more on it.
And they act like they're the victim in every fucking situation. And nags about it. Dude grow up, you're not the only one who's facing shit.
Even though they went through some shit, it doesn't mean no one went through some shit too. They talk like their life is over, but it's not!
Grow. Up.
No one can keep up with life by whining about everything. You just gotta learn to deal with it, just like everyone else.
So........
I'm not sure what to make of what I wrote. I guess I was letting out steam.
They're not good for me. They're acid. At the same time, we're close.....i think. I mean I see them basically everyday, so I don't know.
I'm just tired of the same bullshit repeating itself, you know?
Sighhhh.
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How it Works
Non-FictionMany had asked me how does it work, so this is it. My mind is a complex and insane place, read at your own will.