How it Works

The H-Player

"What is happiness to you?"

People ask me that question a lot.

"With that attitude, you're rarely ever happy."

I get that a lot, too.

Happiness . . .it's complicated. I know some would say it's not and shit, but it is.

Happiness is, to me, is downright saddening.

"What?"

Yes, I know. It doesn't make sense.

But it does.

Happiness is manipulative and a jerk. When it bursts through your door (it doesn't ask for permission to knock on your door), it makes you believe that you will feel like this way till the day you die. That is, until it suddenly leaves you hanging, and you fall into a pit of gloom.

Happiness is like the man-whore, the player. It plays you and screws you over, and you hope it will stay with you. But it was just a fling, a one-night stand. It might come back, and it will! It'll come back and the cycle continues. You'll be too gullible and desperate to say no to it every time it comes back.

I'm not saying "don't be happy" or shit like that. What I'm trying to say is that don't expect much from happiness. When it leaves, it's not the end of the world. So don't base your life on just happiness, life goes on.

And I don't get the people who base their happiness on other people. Like seriously? Are you that dependent?

You don't need someone to be happy! That's why I'm perfectly alright without being in a relationship! (To the people who think I need to be in one....You know exactly who you are)

I don't base my happiness on my friends or family either. Because they could either die, or they would backstab me. Maybe even not wanting me to be part of their lives anymore. Anything could happen! So I'm prepared.

My happiness is on me and no one else.

Maybe ice cream as well....but that's it! Because ice cream can't cause harm to me what so ever. Well you know, except for health-wise.

Nothing is ever permanent in your life, especially happiness. But you make the most of it when it's around, then you could go back to hating everything when it leaves.

At least, that's what I do.

My advice is not to put happiness on a pedestal. It's not as important as you might think it is. Yes, you might need it at some point in life, but it's not the end of the world if you're not happy.

It's okay to be unhappy as it is to be happy. There's no wrong about how you feel about things and people.

I'm not the type to get excited and overjoyed about things (ok I might fangirl for a few moments, but that's it.) And I know I can be alright without being happy most of the time.

I'm a downhearted person, but I'm content with that.

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Quote of the day: Ice Cream Is Happiness.

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