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The Axis Shifter

You've been so sure about how things were going on in your life right now. You knew what you want, you knew where you're heading; basically you knew.

You always had this plan, this really really spectacular plan. You told yourself you would follow it, and never break the rules you placed upon yourself.

You vowed not to be in pain, anymore. Not to put others before you again. Not to cry over what's lost and broken.

Everything was going according to plan.

But then you meet that one person who shifts your world from its axis.

In a good or bad way, depends on how you interpret it.

Anyhow, that's the case with me.

I've started this journey with a shitty start and then continued it with an even shittier ride, but then things seem to finally ease up for me.

But then came the speeding truck. In a form of a human being.

They changed possibly everything for me. They changed how I carried myself, how I perceived myself. It was a lot to take in....

My perspective in many things had also changed—evolved, to be precise.

When my world had shifted, it gave me the opportunity to see the other sides of the world in all of its magnificent glory.

God...it's like I've opened my eyes for the very first time.

But....

Things I've locked deep inside of me for so long were released from their cages, and I'm close to being the same vulnerable girl I used to be.

I swore I won't be like her ever again. That was my top priority.

Yet, I want to be vulnerable again, with them at least. I am the complete opposite with them, and I don't seem to mind.

And I hate being exposed. It confuses me that I'm being so, even when I'm uncomfortable about the idea.

My one true dream is to travel the world and see its beauty in every angle and form; and this one person opened a door for me to start doing so, and now I'm hooked. I want to know.

I'm curious as to see what other sides of the world there are if I chose to stick longer with them.

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I haven't been writing or updating any shit for a while now, I know.

I'm at my last year of high school, so everything's a bit hectic. I'm tryna keep my shit together.

After I'm done with the exams, I'll be updating more of these shitty entries and more of my actual work.

So....fingers crossed.

Read ya later!