How it Works

Bittersweet

It really has been a long time since I wrote anything on here.

Generally, even on Wattpad.

I blame myself for that, because I haven't made time for it.

I was too busy.

My excuse for anything.

Yet, it's true.

I'm going to start college soon.

Soon soon. Like in-a-day soon.

In a place far away from home. Far away from family and friends.

This is my chance to truly discover who I am.

It has been a long 2-year journey here in this journal thingy, and I've come a long way since.

But it's time to move on.

Things have changed for me, and I feel like this is the end of this chapter.

The end of "How it Works"

At the same time, the beginning of something else.

I still don't know what, but I'm kind of optimistic about it.

The person that started writing this is not the same as the person I am now, so there's no reason for me to continue since I'm not that person anymore.

It won't be the end of Wattpad, I'm still in love with writing and I can't imagine life without it. Like I said, things changed and so is my perspective concerning writing. So it might take me a while until I actually publish anything.

But I will stop writing in this journal/diary.

It has been a very wild, yet insightful journey. My eyes had been opened to things I didn't even know existed or were part of this life, and I kinda owe it to this book.

I started writing this so I could understand how my brain worked. I just wrote down thoughts that were always inside my head, that never escaped my mouth for anyone to know. Well, until I started writing here.

So. . .

This is it.

This is the end.

It's bittersweet, saying goodbye to the person I was. She was the person that had courageously transformed from the ugly side and helped me become who I am today.

I'll miss her.

I'll miss this.

And I hope anyone who's reading this would be able to transform to their better side. I hope this journal/thingy helped you as it helped me.

Not that I was expecting it to help anyone, cuz I gave a lot of lame advice. But at least, the idea behind it would help.

Thanks to everyone who read the bullshit I wrote here for the past 2 years. Cheers to you for bearing with my idiocy and boring life.

Y'all deserve an award for it.

Is it obvious that I suck at goodbyes?

Probably.

Read ya tomorrow!