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Chapter 11- What are friends for?
[Joey P.O.V]
I ruin everything.
They were so happy together.
Before I came and ruined it.
I need to leave, Shane’s life. Before I ruin that too.
Lisa, Sawyer, and Luke were watching us. We were both crying. Shane was, I was.
“I can’t be in your life Shane. I’ll just ruin it. I’m sorry.” I say.
“No Joey! No! Without you, my life is ruined. Please, please don’t leave…” Shane says.
I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t want to leave his side. I didn’t want to see him cry. I love him. But I knew what was right. I would ruin his career. He’d loose viewers. I knew I was meant to be alone. Yesterday was all just a dream. A f**king beautiful dream. But nothing like that lasts in life. I wasn’t suppose to be with Shane. Lisa was better suited for him. I just needed to let that sink in.
“I can’t live without you Joey.”
“I need to go Shane. I’m sorry.” I run off into my car and cry.
I hear Sawyer knocking on my car door.
“Joey?”
“Go away.”
He opens the door. I was too stupid to even lock the door. Nice going Joey.
“Joey…You didn’t ruin anything…” Sawyer says to me. “Sometimes buddy, relationships don’t work out. You being best friends with Shane and hanging out with Shane isn’t why their relationship failed. They just weren’t meant to be.”
“No Sawyer. I screwed it up I know I did. They were so happy before I came into Shane’s life.”
“Joey… I know it seems that way but it’s not. Trust me it’s not. Lisa needs to be able to accept you as his best friend for their relationship to have worked. I could have just as easily been in your position Joey…”
“No because you’re not gay.”
I quickly realize what I just said.
Oh no.
Oh no.
Shit.
I break down in tears.
I just screwed up everything once again.
“Joey it’s okay…”
“No it’s not.”
“Hey Joey,” I hear Luke’s voice. Oh no.
“Hi Luke…”
“Shane just told me.”
“Told you what?”
I look up and see Lisa sitting on the porch about 20 feet away. I don’t see Shane though.
“Joey, Shane told me that he loves you.”
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A Change of Heart. (A shoey fan fiction)
FanfictionShane and Joey are bestfriends. They talk and hangout a lot and Shane's girlfriend Lisa is concerned. Joey feels more for Shane and tries to deny it until he can't anymore. Will Joey have to forget his feelings forever or will Joey's feelings for Sh...
