I'm In Love With My Best Friend (A Diggy Simmons Love Story)

Chapter 40: Baby Boom (Viana)

I didn't know how I was supposed to react to Diggy's news so I chose not to. We both knew deep down inside that this was his baby and I just wasn't ready to face that. We're in such a good place and I just don't want that to end. He loves me and I know it but if he does have a son me and Ivery have to make room and that's going to be the hardest thing to do.

"Babe open the door please." Diggy pleaded.

I opened the door and he hugged me tight. It couldn't feel anymore right. I didn't want to put someone else's baby between this. I didn't want to share. I'm selfish when it comes to Diggy and I have no problem saying it.

"I'm still gonna love you the same, nothing is going to change. Okay?" He searched my eyes. I nodded and smiled because if I said anything he would hear the disbelief in my voice.

The next day I didn't want to leave my baby and I for damn sure didn't want to go to that sociology class. When I walked in I decided to sit in a different spot today hoping that I wouldn't run into Jessica. I'm not ready to face her yet. I wouldn't even know what to say to her.

It just makes me think about the last time I seen her in New York. She told me she lied about being pregnant and was moving to San Francisco. It all starts to add up in my head. The only thing she doesn't know is that I was pregnant at the same time she was. Just the thought of that makes me want to vomit. I know I said that I wasn't going to tell Diggy about Ivery but now looking at Jessica's situation I could've never done that to him.

I didn't see Jessica so I guess she changed her schedule around. It made me wonder if she knew me and Diggy were still together. She probably thought he had told me and I was going to confront her but what is there to confront. I can't be mad. She was pregnant before me and her and Diggy were and item before me. Does that mean I shouldn't be hurt though?

"Hey Viana." I was snapped out of my thoughts. I looked up to see one of my favorite people in the world.

"Ro!" I jumped out of my seat so fast to give Romeo a hug. I missed him. We'd talk on the phone sometimes but I haven't seen him since that day I stayed home from school.

"How've you been girl?" He sat next to me.

"I've been really good. How've you been? It feels like it's been forever." I smiled.

"It has been forever but I've been good." He nodded like he really believed it.

"That's really good. I'm so happy for you." I nodded. "Shouldn't you be at ICDC?" I joked.

He laughed. "You still got jokes."

"I haven't changed that much, I got a few left in me." I chuckled.

"I'm sure you do but no it just wasn't convenient enough for me." He looked at the professor.

"What do you mean convenient?" I looked at him.

"My plan changed a lot after I became a dad." He looked at me. It felt like that last word had been shouted at me. It hit me hard in my chest. I didn't know what to say. I was thinking too many things at once. We all remember what was happening in high school and that wasn't that long ago. I have an idea of who Romeo's baby belongs to but it's just a thought that I wouldn't dare say out loud. And dammit I hope it's true.