Broken Love

Chapter 55 ~ Last Chapter

A/N: OMG OMG OMG GUYSSSSS THIS IS IT! THE LAST CHAPTER! I can't believe it :0 55 chapters! Wow this book really came a long way! I'm really excited for you guys to read this chapter! So enough of my random useless blabbering and well here's the last chapter...Enjoy!

Sadie's POV ( ONE MONTH LATER )
I threw my bag on the ground and crashed down on the couch. The exhaustion I was feeling was over powering, but as soon as I thought of Ed I got the energy of a 6 year old on Chrismas morning! There was so much I had to tell Ed and I couldn't wait a single second to explain everything.
I whipped my phone out of my jeans pocket and dailed Ed's number. He didn't pick up the first call, so I called again and this time he picked up.
" Hello? " he said. His voice had a slight raspy sound like always.
" Hiya! " I exclaimed, a smile growing on my face.
" Someone's a little excited " Ed chuckled.
" Very! So whatcha doing? " I asked, eagerly.
" Well I was watching tv and eating mushroom pizza "
" Oh my bad! I interupted you and your beloved mushroom pizza " I laughed.
" Yeah, how rude of you Cupid " I could practically hear the smile in his voice.
" Guess what happened Emo! "
" What? "
" Guess! "
" Hurry up and tell me Cupid. I wanna know "
" Okay okay " I laughed at Ed's impatience.
" LEO ISN'T GOING ON THE HOCKEY TOURNEMENT! IT GOT CANCELLED " I exclaimed happily.
The only answer I got was silence.
" Emo? Emo Punk? " I repeated.
" Huh? " Ed said, as if he snapped out of a daze.
" Leo isn't going anymore! " I exclaimed once more.
" Nice "
" You don't sound happy " I pointed out flatly.
There was a faint ringing. I pulled my phone back and saw that I was getting a call from Leo. I brought my phone back to my ear.
" Emo I'm getting a call from Leo. I'll call you back in a few minutes " I said then picked up Leo's call, before Ed could even answer.
" Hey Leo, what's up? " I chirped.
" Nothing much. I was just wondering if you wanted to get some pizza with me, Percy, and Sophie. You know sort of the celebrate that I'm not leaving " Leo explained.
" Sure! That'll be great! What time? "
" Is 6 fine? "
" Sounds good to me! "
" Alright well I'll see you then "
" Mmm kay, byeeee "
" Bye "
I hung up the phone and dailed Ed's number. He didn't pick up. I called him again. He still didn't pick up. I tried calling him 3 more times, but he STILL didn't pick up!
That's when I decided to spam him with texts.
SadieAngelo: Emoooo pick up
SadieAngelo: Emo Punk answer the phone
SadieAngelo: Pick up
SadieAngelo: EMO PICK UP
SadieAngelo: PICK UP YOUR DAMN PHONE
SadieAngelo: Don't tell me pizza is more important then me
SadieAngelo: Lmao jk jk
SadieAngelo: BUT SERIOUSLY PICK UP
I called him one last time and FINALLY he picked up.
" Hello? " his tone was kind of harsh.
" Um hey...why didn't you pick up? Is your pizza more important than me? " I laughed.
Ed muttered something, but all I could make out was " Hernandez...important... and me "
" Did you say something? " I asked.
" No. Nothing. " Ed's voice was hollow.
" At 6 Sophie, me, Percy, and Leo are going to get some pizza to celebrate that Leo is staying! "
There was silence once again.
" Emo? " I said then sighed.
No response.
" Ed! " I exclaimed.
" Yeah?! " he said, alarmed.
I let out a frusterated sigh.
" Listen since you're going at 6 then you should just go get ready " Ed responded flatly.
" I want to talk to you though. We haven't talked in over 2 weeks and I miss you " I said sadly.
" Well that's the problem " Ed blurted. " Sh*t! "
" What? What's the problem? " I asked, confused and curious.
" Nothing just forget it " Ed mumbled.
" Just tell me Emo Punk "
" It's nothing "
" Edward Eric Levesque tell me right this moment "
" Fine....if you want to know so bad then I'll tell you. Just um promise you won't take this the wrong way? "
" Just tell me " I said, impatiently.
" Well the problem is exactly what you said. We haven't been able to talk for 2 weeks. Leo called you and you just cut our call to talk to him. You didn't even let me say anything you hung up without an answer. And may I remind you, you see him everyday. I haven't talked to you in so long...and we talked for like what, 2 minutes? Then Leo calls and boom you just hung up "
" Sooooo....you got jealous? " I asked, summarizing everything he said into 3 words.
" No. I just got a little upset "
" Why? "
" What do you mean ' why? ' I just explained everything "
" I know, but still. I mean I talked to Leo for legit 30 seconds...I don't get why that got you kind of upset "
" Ugh just leave it "
" No I'm not going to leave it. We need to clear this up " I insisted.
" What's there to clear? It's over now "
" Not exactly. "
" How? Do you need to say something? "
" No. But you do "
" What? "
" I know you want to ask me something Emo " I said smoothly.
" I don't have to ask you anything " Ed said defensivly.
" Sureee. " I let all my sarcasm pour into that one word.
" Fine. Maybe I did need to ask you something "
" Then ask "
" Don't take this the wrong way okay? I'm just curio- "
" I haven't got all day Edward. Hurry up "
" Fine. Do you still have some feelings for Leo? " Ed's voice was stone cold.
That question came at me like a bus going 100km/second. I stared at the tv as I tried to process what Ed just asked me.
A hint of annoyance bubbled inside of me. But then again, maybe I shouldn't have pushed him so far...
" I-I'm sorry Sadie. Just forget I asked that " Ed studdered.
" No. What do you think Edward? Do I still like him? " I questioned with no emotion.
Ed stayed silent for a moment then spoke again. " Sadie I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked that "
" Answer the damn question Ed "
" Sadie don't get upset please. It's just, you talk about Leo so much. You get so happy whenever he's around. And you were so extremely sad when you found out he was leaving. "
" So? How is that a problem? He's my friend, of course I would be sad that he's leaving! Can't a guy and a girl be friends without being romantically involved with each other?! How would you feel if I thought you liked Sophie huh?! "
" That's different Sadie! You actually dated Leo so there's a chance that you could potentially like him again! "
" Well you talk to Sophie so much, and you always tell her things so there's a chance you like her as well! "
" She gives some pretty damn good advice! And all I talk to her about is you! So I don't see why you would get jealous. "
" Fine maybe I was a little jealous! At least I have the guts to admit it unlike you! "
" Yeah, after I called you out on it. "
" Ugh! Just admit that you were jealous of me and Leo and I'll stop "
" What the hel- "
" And you're scared that I'll cheat on you, aren't you? "
" Actually no. That's the least of my worries. I trust you and I know you wouldn't cheat on me unlike that b***h Amara "
" Yeah whatever. Anyways I was so upset that Leo was leaving because he's one of my good friends! And then I found out you were leaving which made it even worse! When Leo told me he wasn't leaving I got happy, because another important person in my life wasn't going to be taken away from me! I don't see how that is such a big deal! You should trust me Edward! "
Ed didn't answer.
I took a deep breath and exhaled heavily. I had just now realized how angry and frusterated I was. I clentched my fist and shut my eyes tightly.
Neither of us said anything for a few minutes.
" Are you angry? " Ed asked quietly.
I felt like punching something. " What do you think?! "
" I'm sorry...I haven't been feeling well and dad's health hasn't been getting any better. I was just stressed out. I'm sorry for assuming things "
" I've had so much stress these past few weeks too Ed! These freaking exams are killing me! I'm so stressed out too! " I yelled, not caring who heard me. " How long have you even thought I still liked Leo?! "
" I'm sorry Sadie. I'm really really sorry "
" Wow you aren't even answering the question! I can't believe you thought I still liked Leo! Do you think all those times I said ' I love you ' was fake?! "
" No! I never thought they were fake! Not once! "
" I can't believe you were so jealous! Who knows how many times you thought I was cheating on you with Leo! "
" God damn it! Stop f**king yelling at me! Okay fine maybe I was jealous, but you can't blame me! Any caring boyfriend would get jealous if they saw the person they loved with their ex! And why do you keep bringing cheating up huh?! Are you going to cheat on me or something?! " Ed finally let his anger out.
His voice was loud, harsh, and cold.
" I would NEVER cheat! Ed you know how many times I get scared thinking that you'll find someone better then me?! You're so f**king good looking, your personality is amazing and sh*t man I just feel so worthless next to you! You know maybe I should just be with Leo! At least he won't think I'm cheating! "
Tears were rushing down my face at this point.
" I never thought you cheated on me! And Sadie that isn't true! You're amazing! You're gorgeous, your personality is amazing, and you are one of a kind! I would never even think of cheating on you! That's such a horrible thing to do! "
" Fine whatever. But shouldn't I be the one questioning you? " I fumed.
I stoped crying and now my voice was solid and hard again.
" What? "
" I don't know what type of relationship you had with that youtuber, but I know you still have feelings for her! I don't know who she is except for her name. But I saw the hurt on your face when I showed you that video Edward. I know you like Skylynn Espinoza " I said calm, but coldly.
" Sadie, I don't like her " Ed said numbly.
" Mmhmmm "
" I don't- "
" Whatever Ed! We both need to trust each other! Trust is the most important thing in our relationship so let's just forget this and move on! " I yelled.
" It's not like you're trusting me! " Ed shouted.
" Well neither are you Edward! "
Ed didn't say anything again.
My anger was over powering me. I was upset, but my anger wasn't letting me think straight.
" I'm sorry Sadie " Ed said with lot's of power and emotion in his voice.
" Sorry doesn't cover it " I spat.
" Then what the f**k do you want me to say?! "
This time I stayed silent. A billion thoughts and ideas raced through my mind. The one idea that kept coming back was the worst one, yet the best one.
" I'm sorry " Ed repeated.
" This isn't going to work out " I said straight up.
" What do you mean? " Ed sounded anxious.
" There were never any problems in our relationship until it went long distance Edward. This isn't going to work out. "
" Are...Are you bre-breaking up with me? " Ed's voice was shakey.
I was debating whether or not I should do this, but obviously my anger made me do the stupidest decision ever.
" Sadie I know I screwed up today, but please give me one more chance! Please! " Ed pleaded.
I could hear him crying.
Before I could change my mind I said it.
" I'm sorry Edward. This isn't going to work out. "
I hung up the phone and sat there like a statue.

Everything started to sink in.
Ed was gone. We were over. He probably hates me now.
All my anger washed away in seconds and was replaced with sadness and most of all regret.
Tears started to form in my eyes and I did nothing to try to hold them back. Hot tears that made my eyes sting rolled down my cheecks. My heart beated at what felt like 500 beats/second. It pounded against my chest. My stomach started to drop and everything was swirling in darkness.
A strong feeling of lonliness overcame me. Out of frusteration I threw my phone across the room.
There's was a loud shattering sound. Glass.
" F**k! " I yelled then burried my head into my hands.
What the f**k did I do?! I just broke up with Edward f**king Levesque! The guy I was insanly in love with! I would literally do anything for him and vice versa. He gave me the love I was dying for. He made me feel like I was more than just a pretty face. He showed me what it was like to love.
I missed his soft lips. His touch. His kiss. His warmth and comfort. I missed his breathtaking eyes. We facetimed a few times, but his eyes never looked as gorgeous as they did in person. I miss when he rarely smiled. I miss his classic smirks. I miss his signature eyebrow raise. I miss his adorably messy hair.
The way his eyes sparkled in the light.
The way his arm felt around me.
The way his lips melted into mine.
I missed everything about him. I can't live without him. I missed him so much. I can't go on like this...
Oh how I wish he was here with me. We would probably be getting icecream or something right now, but instead we are millions of miles apart and both broken.
The dream.
Holy sh*t.
The dream I had the day Ed was leaving flashed through my mind. Everything thing started to fall together. No way...
Everything happened just how it happened in my dream...Maybe if I had realized that before I would have shut my fat a** mouth, and me and Ed would have still been together!
I need to fix this. I need to call him!
I forced myself to get up. As soon as my feet hit the floor and my body was up straight, a surging pain ran throughout me. I stumbled, and nearly knocked over the table.
I ignored the soreness in my muscles, and wiped away my tears. I rushed to my phone, and cursed under my breath when I saw it.
The entire screen was cracked and there were pieces of glass sticking out. I pressed the power button and waited. It didn't turn on.
I sighed in frusteration and grabbed the home phone. I quickly dialed Ed's number - while leaning against the fire place - and brought the phone to my ear.
Without even ringing it went straight to his voicemail.
"You have reached Edward Levesque, I'm currently away from the phone, please leave a message after the tone and I will try my best to return the call."
My heart sank from what I heard next...
"YO EMO PUNK YOURE NOT SUPPOSED TO DO IT LIKE THA-"
I got cut off by the beep that tells you when to leave a message. That was me. That was me and Ed. Back then, we were together and happy.
I cut the call without leaving a message and set the phone down.
What have I done? I can't believe it...
Me and Ed are finished. Edward I love you.
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This isn't the end of Seo...There's still one last book :D Anyways thank you guys so so SOOOOOOOO much for reading this crappy book it means a lot ♥

I know if I continue writing I'm gonna start rambling so I'll leave it off here...Thank so much for everything and I hoped you enjoyed!

~ FiveReflections

( OH BTW IM SO FREAKING SAD! SADIE AND ED BROKE UP! MY SED HEART IS CRYING )