BEFORE I BEGIN

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Before I begin the next chapter of this story I will respond to a fan who actually had the courage to respond about my story, and admit her disdain for it.

Praveen Lakra who is a Ramy Fan on Fanfiction.net wrote this last week in response to my story:

I really believe that this is really is a whole fucked up story
totally bullshit from original story
i would never never never believe anything like this would happen after the finale
ben is a stupid idiotic fucked up self righteous bitch
yeah a total egoistic self righteous bitch

In response I appreciate the criticism for what you wrote, and I believe that you are one of many who have this view of my story.  However you forgot as a supporter of this story wrote.  This is FANFICTION, and this is my story.  I wrote this story for you RAMY FANS the truth of what you didn't want to see.  Many of you are young, ignorant, and in my belief totally clueless about men, and life.   I mean look at the vulgarity of your comment, and you have commented on several RAMY Story's that don't follow any pattern of the show, much less the finale.  They even eliminate key main character's, claiming they don't exist, and you said nothing but praise to them.  This story is for me, because unlike you I am a male fan.  I like Ben because he is a representation of all the guys that you RAMY fans scoff at for what ever reason. 

Unlike all of you I didn't pay attention to Ricky and his looks, or how cute things are, I paid attention to the detail, and there was not much.  There was little detail in the show to make any sense, it's why Secret Life developed as they say a "CULT FAN BASE".  That means that the people who followed it lacked reason, but had an undeniable obsession with it.  Of which I am guilty as well.  I started to watch the show, and the web site in a thesis for college to show how women place a higher detail on looks, which get them involved in the situations that cause many of them to be placed in dangerous situations.  I did this when my class reviewed the disappearance of the now infamous "Natalie Holloway" case.

In time I became obsessed with Ben for his total "IGNORANCE" of women.  I wondered how any guy could be so stupid to love a girl who clearly only wanted him for money.  To claim Amy was anything more than a SELFISH GOLD DIGGING BITCH would be the biggest lie any RAMY FAN ever told.  In the entirety of Ben and Amy or BAMY relationship, she did NOTHING to facilitate him in their relationship.  I know that many of you think that Ben should consider himself lucky to be with Amy, but why?  Amy wasn't that pretty, wasn't that smart, wasn't that kind, wasn't fun at all, was totally selfish, and completely dishonest.  Proof of this was how she got pregnant in the first place.  She was informed about Ricky, and still had un-protected sex with him after only knowing him 6 to 8 hours.  Even in that time she knew little to nothing about him.  In other situations like this Ricky would have been accused of rape, but she admitted she allowed him to do what ever he wanted to her.  WHY????

Why would a 15 year old girl let a literal perfect stranger take her innocence from her?  You all praise Ricky for what ever reason, but if he were truly a good person he would not have done that at all.  He definitely wouldn't have done it, without using protection.  Unless, that was his plan all along.  I'm sure Ricky didn't think that it would happen so fast, but I'm sure, and you know that was all he wanted from Amy.  But I'm also sure he wouldn't have used a condom even if he did take time.  The reason, he knew Amy was a virgin, he knew Amy might not have anything, and he didn't care.  As a man, I know for a fact what the show refused to admit.  The greatest pleasure for any man would be to as some would say "GO RAW DOG IN A VIRGIN".  Ricky knew that Amy might, just might not have anything, but he didn't even care if he did.  I mean it was admitted on the show she wasn't the first girl he didn't use protection with, or the last.  It was also admitted he didn't get tested.  Which shows Ricky had no care for himself, or any sexual partner he had.  Even Adrian refused to have sex without protection, and she admitted she had regular check-ups.  So how come Ricky who admitted he had a very active sex life even more than Adrian, not do this.  I mean he is the ADOPTIVE SON of a SOCIAL WORKER, and A DOCTOR???  How come he didn't take better care of himself or at least his partner's????

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