Truth

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-Misoiko POV-

I had asked a question very important to me. Would we still be friends after this? Did that moment we shared mean anything to him at all?
"I don't know.."
His response hit me like a pile of bricks. (Damn it..why do I get my hopes up..?! Tsumi..he's straight, and I know that! But..I just hoped..maybe he liked me, at least a little.)
"Fucking idiot!" I scolded myself. I didn't realize I said that out loud until Tsumi looked at me, a bit shocked.
"S-sorry, I was...talking to myself.." I tried looking down, but he placed his hand under my chin and lifted my face up. We just sat there silently, looking into each others eyes. I noticed confusion in his eyes, as they seemed to search deep into mine, as he was deep in thought.
"Misoiko, I'm sorry about..saying that. I didn't mean to make you upset! I'm just..really confused right now."
"I-it's fine. I just get my hopes up too easily. I thought maybe..--" my words trailed off, and Tsumi grabbed my shoulders. "Hey, I really..it didn't bother me.." Then he whispered-"in a bad way, at least.."
He looked down shyly. "W-huh..?" I asked, slightly confused.
"I...-" he hesitated before speaking, "you make me feel..different. I've never felt this way about another guy before..hell, I've never even felt this way about a girl! It's just..I'm..confused about these feelings I have. I like you a lot, but it may be..more serious than that. I just..need to think about this a bit."
"It's alright..don't push yourself into anything. I've..-" I sighed, "I never did quit liking you, Tsumi. If anything, my feelings for you have grown more over the time we've been friends. I've gone this long with unrequited love, I can wait.."

-Tsumi POV-
He isn't an idiot..I am. After trying to explain why he said that, he put his head down. (Don't do this to yourself!)
I gently lifted his face up towards mine. I looked into his eyes, hoping I could find a hint of how he really felt. What I saw was a mix of lust and sadness. (What should I say..? 'Misoiko, I think I'm gay for you.' 'Misoiko, I fucking love you, you sexy beast!' ...WHAT THE FUCK?! Brain..stop being freaky. Just tell him the truth.)
"Misoiko, I'm sorry about...saying that. I didn't mean to make you upset! I'm just..really confused right now." (Yeah..confused as to why I have feelings towards you that I've never had before..).
"I-it's fine. I just get my hopes up too easily. I thought maybe..--" his words trailed off. (Shit Misoiko..don't make this harder, I don't know how the hell to tell you how I feel..!!)
I grabbed his shoulders. "Hey, I really..it didn't bother me.." Then I whispered shyly, "in a bad way, at least.."
He looked at me, surprised yet confused. "W-huh?!"
"I...-" I tried choosing my words carefully so that I wouldn't make him upset, but also not confess.."you make me feel..different. I've never felt this way about another guy before..hell, I've never even felt this way about a girl! It's just..I'm..confused about these feelings I have. I like you a lot, but it may be..more serious than that. I just..need to think about this a bit."
He looked down nervously.
"It's alright..don't push yourself into anything. I've..-" he sighed, "I never did quit liking you, Tsumi. If anything, my feelings for you have grown more over the time we've been friends. I've gone this long with unrequited love, I can wait.."
"Fuck it!" I stated, and pulled him towards me until our lips met. He pulled back quickly and covered his mouth with both hands, blushing fiercely. "Wh-why did you-" "because I..I like you too. A lot. I'm just too stubborn to want to admit it." I said, cutting off his sentence.
I pulled his hands from his face, kissed him passionately, and slowly lowered him onto the bed.
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Dundun...dun na na na duuuun
Sorry, I'm hyper. :3
Anyways, next chapter..not quite sure about what's gonna happen yet. Possible sex scene, so beware!! ;)
Anyway, hope you're enjoying the story!!
~wolf22

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