Our Story ~boyXboy~ (completed)

Explaining &...suicide?

Tsumi's POV~

"Mom, dad, I'm home." I yelled as we entered my house.

Mom walked out of the kitchen. "Welcome ho-- oh, Misoiko..are you alright?"

I looked over at Misoiko, noticing tears streaming down his face.

"what's wrong sweetie?!" She asked him, wiping his tears away.

"I-I.." He choked out. "Misoiko, just go on to my room, I'll explain everything to her." I stated. He nodded and left the living room.

"Tsumi?" Mom gave me a confused look.

I told her everything that I knew.

"S-so, Misoiko's going to be leaving again?!" She asked, tears starting to fall from her light blue eyes.

"Yeah..but, can he live with us..until, you know..he gets a new foster family..?"

She hugged me tightly. "Of course he can! He's like a second son to me."

I smiled and kissed her on the cheek, then yelled "thanks mom!!" as I ran to my room

-Misoiko's POV-

As we got closer to Tsumi's house, the realization that I may not see it much longer hit me. The thought of leaving Tsumi..his parents, his sisters..it all sent me back into silently crying.

"Mom, dad, I'm home." "Welcome ho-- oh, Misoiko..are you alright? What's wrong sweetie?!" She asked, gently wiping my tears away.

Her kindness..her caring nature..this woman has helped me through so much. I tried saying something to her, but couldn't find the right words. "I-I.."

"Misoiko, just go on to my room, I'll explain everything to her." Tsumi stated, noticing my difficulty in explaining everything to her myself. All I could do was simply nod and, doing as he said,head toward his room.

When I entered, I closed the door and fell onto his bed, still trying to fight back my tears. (Why..? Why am I gay?! Why can't I like girls, like normal guys do..?!?! It would make life so much easier, for Tsumi and I both.)

Then, another horrible thought entered my mind. (Maybe..maybe everything would be better..if I just died. I could end my life right now, while nobody else is around..I could end all of my pain and Tsumi's, right now..)

Tsumi, being who he is..happens to collect knives.

I opened his drawer of knives and took one out. Then I walked over to sit on the floor beside his bed. I held the knife to my neck. (I'm sorry Tsumi, but this may be best for everyone...)

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I don't really care for cliffhangers, but this is the best way for me to end this chapter. Sorry I can't write often, I've been sick, and also..it seems to keep getting harder to talk to the guys who are helping me with this.

Love you all,

-wolf22