The FEU's Secret Files 2

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"They say pain makes people change. And yun nga siguro ang nangyari sa'yo.. The guy I knew before was no longer there anymore.

You used to be the sweetest. Pero ngayon, kahit yakapin ako di mo na magawa.

You used to wipe my tears, kiss my eyes, and hug me tight whenever I cry, sometimes you also cry too. Pero ngayon, nung umiyak ako sa harap mo hinawakan mo na lang kamay ko.

You used to talk to me until midnight whenever my insomnia is attacking. Pero ngayon, lagi mong sinasabi "Matutulog na ako. Inaantok na 'ko. Goodnight."

You used to listen to my endless dramas in life. Pero ngayon, sinasabi mo "Ang drama niyo talagang mga babae. Tsk."

You used to tell me that you'll never leave me. Pero ngayon nung tinanong kita kung magsasawa ka ba uli at ipagpapalit mo uli ako sa iba... Ang sagot mo, "Hindi ko alam."

You used to answer me quickly whenever I ask if you love me. Pero ngayon, parang nag dalawang isip ka kung o-oo ka.

You used to tell me that you're happy whenever we're together. Pero ngayon, nung tinanong kita kung masaya ka ba ang sagot mo, "Masaya ako. Pero mas gusto kong mag isa."

You used to tell me that I'm cute whenever I get jealous to those girls you talk to. Pero ngayon ang lagi mong sinasabi, "Relax ka lang. Ang OA mo."

You used to do crazy things just to make me smile when I am sad. Pero ngayon, pag malungkot ako lagi mong sinasabi, "Bat ka ba ganyan?" Tapos tatahimik ka.

You used to kiss my forehead whenever we parted ways. Pero ngayon, "Bye." na lang sinasabi mo.

You used to tell me that you need me. Pero ngayon, sinasabi mo "Kaya ko ng mag isa."

Lastly.. Dati kapag tinatanong kita na kung pano kapag iniwan kita. Sabi mo di mo kaya, sabi mo pipigilan mo 'ko. Pero ngayon, sabi mo hahayaan mo na lang ako at di pipigilan.

You used to be and do those things. It was like a dream and now I have woke up. It felt like to me there were invisible walls built between us to the point I can't reach you anymore. Nasasaktan ako. Nahihirapan ako. Ang hirap mag stay sa isang bagay na walang kasiguraduhan. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose you again. We used to have that forever and always. Now, where is it? I miss you. I miss the old you. I miss the guy whom I fell inlove with. How can I turn back the old you?

PS: I want you to stay. Kaya hanggat kaya ko, hinding hindi kita bibitawan. "

Not your ideal girl
2015
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