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A letter and a promise

A letter and a promise

Starting tonight, I would change. I'll try my best to make this promise happen. Thank you Lord for making me realized important things in this world. So many years passed that I just think only myself, only myself. Things that I tought I should feel, get, and I deserve. I'm so selfish. I used to get upset everytime to my parents then, not even thinking that yes, they are right, they want only the best for me. I've been stucked for many years, only thinking about going all night with friends, being happy all the time, grades that come what may. Seeking love from others, get too attached to a boyfriend, that in the first place I should not be. Because and because I have a FAMILY, that is always there for me, no matter what. Supported me in everything, loving me at my worst, giving the best to me even if I'm not the best. I'm so unworthy for all these. I was so irresponsible. I should have been thinking bout my parents situation, our situation. Sorry Lord I forgot many things. Please forgive me and give me a chance. I will stay more at home rather than outside, beside my father whom I always left whenever I went out. I will share my mother's longingness, pain and hardwork. I will make them feel loved and happy now, and someday proud. I will understand life more. I will be contended and should not ask for more. I will not demand anything just the long and healthy life for my family and love ones. And a life that is close to You Lord. I'll be patient, and replace the hate, anger and fear with love in my heart. I'll try my best. I will not see things in a negative way, in the positive instead. I will be humble to everyone. I will do things that I must do, schoolworks, chores, and everything. I'll try to manage my time. And I will wake up early, 6 hours is the maximum sleep. Lord thank you. I am fine now. Different from a while ago. I was in pain, crying, asking questions for all what I am feelin. And now I know the answer Lord, YOU. You're the answer. I should not be asking because Im so very blessed. Again thank you Lord and please forgive me for all what I've done, my sins, my faults, and my shortcomings. Jesus paid it even before so I should be worthy of all His pain. Guide me Lord, this is it! I am more motivated.

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2015
Institute of Accounts, Business, and Finance (IABF)
FEU Manila