Freaky Thoughts

Sundae

Idinip ko ang fries sa sundae at kinain.

Hmm sarap! Panalo!

"Ah excuse me? What did you just do?"

Shet! Si crush!

Luminga linga ako. Ako ba ang kinakausap niya?

"Ako?" turo ko sa aking sarili

Tumango ito at napangiti.

Good heavens! She's really gorgeous!

"You dipped the fries in your sundae?"

Napatango nalang ako.

"How was it?"

"I-it's g-great."

"Really?" she beamed "Can I try?"

"O-of c-course."

Kinuha niya ang mga gamit at ang inorder niyang burger. Pumunta siya sa side ko kaya wala akong nagawa kundi ang umusog.

Excitement was visible on her beautiful face as she ate my fries.

"Oh my! Ang sarap!" humarap siya sakin "Thank you!" ngumiti na naman siya.

My breath hitched.

Can she stop smiling like that? My heart races everytime she does.'

And that's when reality became better than my dreams.

One year and a half passed. I still can believe that a beautiful, talented, rich, smart and very popular girl like her will love me the way I did for her.

After that sundae incident we instantly became friends. She is much fun to be with unlike me, I'm the boring one. Listening is where I'm good at. She always do the talking when we're together.

In our 3months of being friends, I almost had a heart attack when she asked me something that I have been hiding from her since I met her.

"Do you like me?"

Feeling ko, tumigil ang mundo at sana lamunin na ako ng lupa ngayon din.

Feeling ko nadrain lahat ng dugo and any minute mahihimatay ako.

Pero mas nagulat ako ng gawaran niya ako ng isang halik sa pisngi.

"I like you too but I want you to court me first."

Gusto kong malaman kung pano niya nalaman na gusto ko siya.

She giggled "It's so obvious." she said

Hindi ko alam ang dapat kong maramdaman noon. Matuwa kasi may chance ako and she like me too! O ang matakot dahil hindi ako marunong manligaw.

I just did what my instincts told me to. I made her feel special. Hindi naman kasi ako mayaman. Gusto ko man bilhan siya ng mamahaling regalo, hindi kaya ng budget ko. Binawi ko nalang sa effort. Yung galing sa puso ko.

Another 3months passed and she finally said YES! We're officially together! It was the best day. I was happiest girl on earth.

And just last month, we celebrated our first year of being together. Everything is going smoothly but it's not always a happy ending right?

Iilang kaibigan lang ang may alam ng relasyon namin. I am proudly out though I still look like a girl. Siya, hindi and I understand that. Hindi naman kasi madali yun. Naiissue na nga kami but we never confirmed anything.