Chapter 50

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"I don't believe it!" Tammy screeches

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"I don't believe it!" Tammy screeches. "My little innocent Bella is no longer so innocent!"

"Shut the hell up," I seethe, but she doesn't stop.

As you can probably guess, yes, I did tell Tammy and Hailey all the details of my perfect night on Saturday, and I have to admit, it feels good. I was just going to end up keeping it bottled up inside me, but this was by far a better option.

"How was it? Are the rumors about him true?" She asks eagerly.

"Tammy," I lean on the table. "I don't know, because it hurt. I'll let you know when I no longer feel pain."

"Oh right," she nods. "Are you guys gonna get it on after school?"

This time I blush. I wouldn't mind being with Gavin in that way again, it makes me feel all nervous, but I would love to do it again. I guess I'm just worried about it hurting as bad as the first time.

"I don't know," I shrug. "How long did it hurt you guys for?"

"Well," Hailey pipes in. "With me and my boyfriend a while back, it took about three times to finally feel pleasure. But even then, it wasn't nearly as painful as the first time."

That's good to hear.

"Same, but my first was really small so even after I felt pleasure when I went to the next guy who was so much bigger, it hurt slightly," Tammy shares.

It's a good thing that Gavin is big, I won't have to adjust to anyone after him. Although, it would suck to get someone with a smaller-

"I must say though," Tammy continues. "That, having a small dick for your first time is beneficial to it not hurting so much."

Nice to know.

"Okay, can we stop talking about this? The guys are coming over and I don't need them knowing," I say shyly.

"Right," Tammy nods and greets the guys when they take a seat.

Their conversation is a blur to me, I'm to busy thinking about Gavin. That and how I'm going to introduce him to my mother and brother.

That's not going to be too easy.

•••

"So basically, x equals whatever the product is after the equation," Nick finishes, seeming proud of himself.

I'm glad he knows how to do this, but I've been staring at the same math problem for over twenty minutes and still don't understand.

"Okay..." I squint at the paper. "So how do you find Y?"

"Well," he points to the product of X which is twenty-six. "You plug X in and than repeat the process to find Y."

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