Complicated

Chapter 37

Gavin entwines our fingers together as we walk down the hallway and the stairs to the party that probably hasn't even noticed our absence.

"Let's go get a drink, I think a couple people you know will he in there," Chris tells me and I nod in agreement. It'll he nice to see someone I know other than Nick and them.

When we make it into the kitchen I catch a glimpse of the back of Tammy and Hailey's head. As if sensing my arrival they both turn around and run towards me.

"Bella!" Tammy screeches and tackles me in a hug. Gavin let's go of my hand and side steps the two girls to get to Nick and Darren.

"We've been wondering where you were," Hailey smiles and lightly punches my shoulder. I blush thinking of Gavin and I's earlier events.

"Yeah, just wandering around," I shrug trying to play it off when Gavin is next to me again, handing me my red solo cup and sliding an arm around my waist.

I could've sworn that Tammy and Hailey's eyes are ready to pop out of their heads, but I look down, tucking a stray hair behind my ear.

"Are you guys, like, dating?" Tammy asks in shock.

"Um...well...um-"

"Yes, we are." Thank goodness Gavin told them, I can't seem to form a coherent sentence.

"Oh my god! What the hell Bella? Why didn't you tell us?" I expect to see rage when I look at them, but instead their smiling.

"Well, I didn't know how to?" I don't know why I didn't tell them, I mean I was still confused about my relationship with Gavin, but they deserved to know.

"Were you ever going to tell us?" Hailey asks.

"Listen, up until earlier today I had no clue what Gavin and I would be considered, I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Really. Please don't be mad, let's have fun," I smile, trying to cheer them up. My attempts weren't futile seeing as they both smiled.

"Your right, let's get our party on!" Tammy shouts and grabs Hailey to get another drink.

I turn to Gavin and smile at him, taking a sip out of the cup.

"Thanks for the drink," I say, looking around the kitchen.

"No problem. Not like you really need it after I just ate you out not even ten minutes ago." Him and his dirty mouth.

My face feels like it's going to burst into flames any second.

"Hey," he places a finger under my chin, bringing my eyes to his. "I don't want you to be embarrassed about what we did."

"It's not like that. I don't regret letting you - um - do what we just did. Your dirty words surprise me sometimes," I admit.

"Do you like my dirty talk?" He asks, backing me up until I hit the counter, his arms in either side of me.

"What? Of course no-"

"You know, Bella, every time I think about what we just did, I get so hard," he groans making me heat up. "And when you moan my name, God, I just want to come-"

"Okay! Okay I get it," I place my hands on his chest and push him away, ducking my head from his sight.

"You really have no idea what you do to me." I lift my head and look at him quizzically.

"What do you mean?"

"What I just said was true, I feel things with you that I've never felt with anyone. We haven't even known each other that long, yet I have feelings for you," he snorts and runs his hand through his hair.