Poems

Poem 5

How could I let this be the end?

I very stupidly lost my best friend.

I let emotions get in the way.

Now I'm crying again today.

This can't be it, this isn't over...

Drunk on pain, wishing I was sober...

How could I be so stupid?

I had the perfect friend and I fucking blew it.

Never again will I see her face,

But our memories are something I'll never erase.

I miss you, I love you, I want you here.

I never meant to hurt you, I promise my dear.

I wasn't thinking clearly, I don't know what came over me;

I was too closed off to reason, not willing to see...

I didn't wanna hurt you, I wanted us fixed

But my feelings got all mixed.

I'm a hypocrite, yeah I know

But I never wanted to let you go.

I admit it, I made a mistake

But I don't know if you leaving is something I can take.

Forgive me, please, let's start again.

Maybe not as best, but certainly as friends.

If you tell me it's over for good, I'll understand

But for this last time, I had to offer you my hand.

Can I have this metaphorical dance?

Take away the heartbreak, get me out of this trance.

Take my hand, we'll do it together

Because after this, I still mean forever...