Poems

Poem 4

All good things must come to an end.

I guess that's why I'm losing my best friend.

Slowly, quietly, she's slipping away

And thus I hate myself another day.

How could I let this happen again?

To a friendship I hoped would never meet its end.

I don't know what to do..

How do I cope with losing you?

This can't be happening, this isn't real;

If only you would've told me how you feel...

I understand why you wish to replace the keypad

But never, and I mean never did I intend to make you mad.

You may think I put him over you

But never was there a day when that was really true.

I know how you are, I know how that would hurt.

Why the fuck would I want to drag you through that dirt?

Emily, listen to me, I love you!! You're my best friend soul mate

But sometimes I feel like you kinda hate

My relationship with Swish;

And I know, that wasn't your wish

But YS, I was never ignoring you.

I try to balance you guys, I really do.

You say you lie to keep me safe, to help me

But I know when you're hurt anyway, don't you see?

I know when to check that draft in your email.

I know when you feel like this friendship may fail.

I know you all too well.

Some things, you just don't have to tell.

I see the mood shifts, I see the change,

That moment when your day is rearranged

By the sadness in your heart.

I can tell from the moment it starts

Because the girl I know and love suddenly hides

But she fakes a smile with her big green eyes.

Little does she know I'm not fooled by her game, not one bit

But I refuse to let this be it.

You mean way too much to me to let you go.

I'm going to be here even when you tell me no.

Seeing you upset doesn't make me sad.

I just care so much I get too worried and that makes you mad.

Whether you like it or not, I'm always going to care

Because when I needed you, you were always there.

I don't want to lose you, I won't be able to handle that pain.

Without you, there's not much to gain.

Yes, I love Swish and the time we get,

But that doesn't mean I want us to be over yet.

You make me feel like loving him is a crime.

Am I not allowed to enjoy our time?

I understand you're going through stuff,

But I feel like you're putting your pain on me and I've had enough.