I'm sorry I fell silent and didn't say why
But the truth is it kills me, the thought of you with another girl or guy
I fell so fucking hard for you
And I thought you felt it for me too
Hell, to this day I still think I have a chance
But you'd never give me a second glance
Sometimes I wonder what I did that made the butterflies fly away
Was it my attitude? Did I come on too strong? I'm missing those butterflies, especially today
Sometimes I think I still see something there
Like the way today you showed you really cared
You got mad when I started questioning if I'm better off dead
That sent things spinning in my head
I always mess things up, I always do something wrong
Now I'm listening to that fucking song
Something I say, something I feel
It fucks up everything, yet none of it feels real
So from now on I promise this
When spoken to, I'll plead the fifth
It won't be anyone's fault but my own
Right now I just want to be left alone
That's a lie, I want someone to understand
I'm begging, someone lend a hand
Someone realize that these big brown eyes can hide a lot, that there's sadness behind my smile
Someone realize that I haven't been happy in a long long while
Someone realize that I'm broken deep down
That behind this smile lies the deepest frown
Someone to notice and hold me tight
Look me in the eyes and promise things will be alright
Tell me you know that my smile is fake
Promise me that my heart won't yet again break
Promise you'll stay, as a friend or as more
Promise you'll never walk out that door
Promise things don't have to change ever again
Tell me I won't lose another friend
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ПоэзияCome with me, let's take a ride I'll show you what I feel inside We'll go through pain, we'll go through laughs We'll go through times that have since past We'll become the best of friends As you read of a pain that never ends Warning: My poems are...
